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This could be the worse chapter so far but I'm going back to school tomorrow and i wanted to update before school because I won't have a lot of time so you have to enjoy this please hehe chow

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Louis

Kaylee was acting a little bit strange ever since our deep conversation we had, I hope I didn't like scare her off or something..

I can't do anything right

I haven't seen amelia in about a month with I'm thankful for, I guess she just got bored with me

I was racking my brain about Kaylee, I was trying to figure out what had happened when she went out that night, she still won't open up about it and seeing her like this hurts me a lot

I can tell Kaylee is still fragile about the whole mystery situation, she has been pretty quiet around here and she normally isn't

Most of the time she's just listening to music, mainly blink-182, I really do want her to turn it off, but I don't want to tell her that, but the same songs are getting played and it's getting quite repetitive

I was figuring out a date for when I can tell Kaylee about my feelings for her, yes that's right, I'm gonna do it, although who knows when... But Kaylee always said that letting the feelings out was better than bottling them up because that just hurts anyone in the long run

I thought about maybe popping a letter on her pillow but that might be a bit childish, I have to man up a bit

I don't want to be too romantic though because that might scare her off

I was thinking about reciting a romantic poem maybe..

Ugh, I threw my pen and paper on the ground and sunk my head in my hands, this is way more difficult then it should be

I closed my eyes and remembered all the little things from when we were younger

That's it!

I'll sing to her.. Yes! Even though I'm not too confident about voice, she said she loves it, so maybe this will be the way to express my feelings for her!

I will sing 'little things' by one direction, it's a perfect romance song, fingers crossed that Kaylee will love the idea as much as I do

I searched the lyrics up on the internet so that I could practice them for the 'big day' and obviously it will take a while to prepare, so it might take some time for this day to happen

But besides that, I must admit I'm quite excited for it.

Kaylee

'Anthem part two' by blink-182 had just finished playing and I swear I could hear louis singing.. I couldn't quite make out what he was singing, but he hasn't sung anything out loud for a long time?

I was thinking about my feelings for Lou, an I've made a decision, I'm going to tell him, in one week. I have 7 days, to think of way to express my feelings without coming on too strongly..

I wasn't going to make it too special but he needs to know, so I have to let him know somehow.

I am also thinking of telling him about Harry, obviously Louis is going to act all tough and probably want to beat him up, but I don't want to start anymore trouble for myself or Louis.

My ears pricked once again, I swear Louis was singing 'Little Things' by one direction, why? I didn't even know he liked them?

Actually he definitely doesn't, although he always said he wanted to sing like they did, so I guess they could be his.. Inspiration???

I don't even know anymore.

I plugged in my headphones and put on 'anywhere for you' which surprisingly isn't a rock song, I normally listen to only rock songs

The lyrics were really inspiring.. like you know when you just go out and do something random and fun and you just let go of all your troubles? and it's like slow mo and your like laughing with heaps of friends and there is a song that really just fits that feeling?.. Okay that probably didn't make much sense but yeah

I closed my eyes and listened to the music

We can rewrite the story
Tonight we're forever young
Yeah, tonight we're forever young

Through the pain and the heartaches
There's still love for everyone
There's still love for everyone

Hey, would believe me if I said
We are here for a reason
Now this is our life
This is what counts
This is for us
I would go anywhere for you
I would go anywhere for you, yeah
I would go anywhere for you, yeah

Heaven knows you're a dreamer
Don't hide it from anyone
Don't hide it from anyone

Never doubt what you're made of
There's a hero in everyone
There's a hero in everyone

Hey, would you believe me if I said
We are here for a reason
Now this is our life
This is what counts
This is for us
I would go anywhere for you
I would go anywhere for you, yeah
I would go anywhere for you, yeah
I would go anywhere for you, yeah

Hold on tonight, for us,
I would go anywhere for you, yeah
I would go anywhere for you, yeah

The song made me want to take Louis out for the night and just go to the beach and maybe.. get a bit high?

I think it's what he needs, I know he had a terrible time with drugs in the past but I really want to spend some 'let it all go' time with him

I think that's what we will do, even if he doesn't want to, he needs to get out more

Maybe I will let him know about my feelings then, It sounds like an excuse to do it while not stoned because it would be much easier while stoned and he probably wouldn't remember it either

Sometimes I realise that most of my words don't make sense

But on the other hand

I'm being a good friend, right?