UNREQUITED LOVE ❤️💔

Chapter 11

Days have been passing just like that.

And I am here just like that......

Without any life.

I guess this is my punishment.

This darkness of sky is mirroring my life.

But there are no stars in my dark life.

It's plain, dark and blank.
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Have you ever been in a situation where you cannot live but also cannot die?

Have you ever felt like you are a  living corpse?

Have you ever felt like you are being crushed under the ground with guilt and regret?

Have you ever felt alone when you are surrounded by so many people?

Have you ever felt that you are the worst person when so many people are inspired by you?

Have you ever thought your life is a failure when you and your company is at the peak of success?

Have you ever thought you are nothing when a lot of people are looking forward to you?

Have you ever felt that you have no one to talk when many people are waiting for your appointments to at least talk to you?

Have you ever thought you just need forgiveness when you can get anything you want in the world?

Have you ever felt that you just need that one person in your life where people are dying for your attention?

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Yes!

I felt like that.

Infact I feel everyday all these things.

This guilt and regret is eating me up from inside.

I am living like a walking corpse with no emotions and life.

I am not complaining though.

I deserve this.

But at least I want a chance to ask for forgiveness.

I sighed.

I looked up to see the sky.

But somewhere I am sure that I will get a chance.

This hope of meeting her and to ask her for forgiveness is making me move on with my life.

Another thing that's making me live is Love.

Yes, I am in Love.

I was in love.

I am in love.

And I will be in love.

With her.

Forever.

I love my Piyu.

I realised it after she went away from me.

I always loved her.

I care for her.

I feel over protective for her.

I feel possessive over her.

I am so dense and dumb.....

I couldn't realise sooner that it was love.....

I thought it was friendship.....

How was I so stupid?

It was always her.

And I didn't know.

My feelings for her increased thousand times more when she left me.