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Okay I decided not to leave. Okay, some of my themes finally worked

I just want to write something about what I feel about my life is when my eye color changes.  BEWARE of long part (Spelling errors)

The colors my eye color is/changes and what it means for me

blue - crying and sadgreen - love and bloomingbrown - happy and smilinghazel - sad and happydark brown blue - smiling sad

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I slid down my way of flooring. I had a beautiful smile on my face and my eye color was brown. I quickly rushed down the front door, I open it carefully and I let myself outside. The cold warm breeze hitting my tan pale skin felt weird and funny. I walked over to where my swings are. I started to think of something. Something I always think about. Myself in general. I looked at my left arm and sighed. As a bug went off my left arm. My left arm now had a bit mark from the bug. I started to feel a single tear in my eye. My right eye then my left eye. I yelled myself back and groan as the sun started to cook my skin. I closed my eyes and listen as birds chirp or do whatever they like to do.

I stayed outside for like I don't know 10-15 minutes. I walked inside my house and felt the cold breeze pushing me hard. I felt tears coming down my face. My eye color changed, I thought. Usually if my eye color changes, I would know by the time I walked in my room. But, I went to my room and looked at myself in the mirror. "My right eye is blue and the other eye color is dark brown" I said to myself as I fake a smile on my face. The fake smile didn't last long like my left eye. My left eye turned to blue and my fake smile turn to sadness.

I rumbled myself as I stare blankly at myself. My TV was on and my computer was turn off. I walked over to my light switch, turn on my closet light on, then walked back to my room. "How do I even make people smile? when, I finally learn how to smile and have happy moments again" I said to myself as I heard the front door slam close

I jumped and rubbed my eyes from crying. My eye color changes to Hazel, but more blue. I ignored it and turn off my light and went out of my room. I saw my dad take off his shoes as I stay close to my room trying not to cry. "Hi" I said weakly

He looked at me with his dull happiness/tiredness eyes and smiled. "Hey kiddo, how was SHAPE today?" I sighed softly as I caught my breath causing me to cough. I dislike when he calls me kiddo. He doesn't always call me kiddo, so that's why I hated when he called me kiddo. He usually just calls me Julia or Jules

"It was okay. I don't even feel like talking about it" I said walking to the fridge and grabbing some water to make myself a drink. As I was making the drink I felt a cold breeze in my body. I felt a signal something was hurting from somewhere, but I didn't know where

I looked on my IPad and went on Youtube. I noticed I had tons of notifications from lots of people I watch like, Reaction Time, Dan and Riya, JerryVSHarry,  and RobertIDK. I sighed softly. I searched up on the search bar, Sad background piano music for 25 minutes. I felt the piano music playing in my mind. My dad walked over to the couch and put on FOX news on. "Trump did this today" Or whatever Trump did

I disliked Trump, not only because I was part of the lgbt+, he is just not a great guy. I wished Hilary won just so Trump not being president. But, at the end of the day Trump won the Election. I ran in my room with my IPad in my hand. I sat down at my computer chair and shaked my mouse

My computer got turned on and I went on Sims 4. And, notice so many notifications. I chuckled softly and went on my sims. My 3 main sims creations I made. Dove,Swan,and Myself. I replied to them all. 2 of them were rps that my girlfriend and I rp, and the 1 was just my girlfriend and I talking. I went to my bed and rested

To Be Continued

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