Maybe somebodies we (adopted by waterparks)

comming out

Jessika pov

Its been a few days. I have only touched my ipod. My phone has been on my dresser. Last time i was on my phone twitter was blowing up. Rumor has it im gay. Well iam gay but the guys dont know it.

"Can i come in?," Awsten asked me knocking on my door.

"Yeah," i say.

The door opens and i close youtube.

Awsten sat on my bed.

"So i have seen twitter lately," he says.

I nodded.

You know about them?," he asked.

I nodded.

"Why didnt you tell us?," he asked.

I shrug.

"Even if it is true i wouldnt care. I love you dosent matter if you wanted to date a girl or guy," he said.

I nodded holding in tears.

"Im gonna go fix up dinner, let me know if you need anything," he said.

I nodded.

He stod up and opens the door.

"Awsten wait," i say. Tears streaming down my face.

He turns around and looks at me.

"Im gay," i say.

He walks to me and hugs me.

"I love you okay," he said.

I nodded.

"Do you want to tell Geoff and Otto?," he asked.

I nodded.

We walked down stairs. Geoff was making dinner.

"I though you where gonna make dinner," i say.

"The fact that you trust me around fire is cute," he said.

I rolled my eyes.

"Oh my god who do i have to hurt?," yelled Otto.

I luaghed and Geoff turned around.

"What happend?," Geoff asked.

"Can we please sit down for this?," i asked.

The boys nodded and we walk to the living room.

I sat in the corner couch and sat cris-cross apples sauce.

I just realized how like weird it is to say that criss-cross applesauce like oh Lord what are second grade teachers putting in our minds WTF

I brushed my hair behind my ears not even caring that thats not the way my part gose.

I took a deep breath and wiped the tears out of my eyes.

I looked down and pulled my feet towrds me still sitting in my criss-cross applesauce position.

"I," i say looking at them.

I swalled all pride i may of once owned and spoke.

"Iam iam g-gay," i say.

I put my arms in a thing where im hugging myself.

I opened my eyes and saw that Geoff and Otto where hugging me.

"We love you remember that, otto said.

I nodded.

Sup people. Anyways im seeing waterparks live on November 20th let me know if you are going.