Sister Morphine (Louis Teacher Fic)

Chapter 13

Louis POV

I fell to my knees. I felt defeated, like I could’ve maybe just lost the love of my life. All because of a fucking birthday weekend, I didn’t spend with my girlfriend. I couldn’t believe Harry would do this to me. Again. Fuck everything good up in my life. I just sat there, starring, blinking, rubbing my eyes. Hoping the tears would wash away all of this. Wanting the picture of the both of them in bed together to be erased from my mind. But it won’t leave. The image of Harry and Tessa laying naked, next to each other is branded into my brain. His arms around her, their legs intertwined together. I should be there, not him. I deserved this. The stupid ugly fucking girl had to kiss me, had to not leave me alone. Caught me drunk and at a horrible time where I was so far gone I was thinking Tess flew down to see me. The worst part is, the boys let it happen. They knew I was going back up to the room with her. They didn’t stop me.

I was sitting in her room, waiting for them to wake up. I couldn’t even yell or scream if I wanted to. I had no energy to do it, my heart was broken. This was entirely my fault, I had to fix it. I didn’t think things would go this far, but she must have been hurt to go into Harry’s arms out of anyone of my friends. Harry, the one guy who she has history with. The one guy who still gets under my skin if he even says her name. I let a lot of things go with him. But I saw the drunken texts he sent her, every single damn thing he said. I knew he was still into her. That’s the night I slept with Mckayla, one of Niall’s friends from home.  I shouldn’t have gotten so drunk, I wasn’t angry with Tess. She didn’t even answer back sexually. She just said “you’re a fucking idiot, if Louis sees this he’s going to kill you” which was true in a sense. My attitude changed after I saw that. My brain told me to keep drinking and stop thinking. Well that’s exactly what happened. I fucked another girl, and my girl fucked my best friend. I guess we could call it even, but we had to talk about this, us, everything that has happened in the past few days. I want to kill Harry for this, she was vulnerable, he took advantage of her, classic Styles. I will do everything and anything to get her back. I will get her back. I won’t lose the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love her too much. 

*What happened last night*

“Are you sure this is what you want Tess?” Harry said moving closer to me

“Yes” I said, not even hesitating.

He put his lips to mine. I was still numb from the pain. I just wanted to forget about Louis and that other girl. Just for tonight. I’ll deal with the fall out tomorrow. I don’t even know what exactly happened. But I had a really bad feeling they slept together. Harry probably knew too, but didn’t want to be the one to tell me. He wouldn’t be going through with this if it wasn’t bad.

At least he looked good. He had a Black t-shirt and his black snap back on with red basketball shorts. I took his shirt off while he was walking me to my bed only breaking our kiss to get the shirt off his head. I traced the muscles up and down on his torso smiling into the next kiss. This one wet, sloppy, full of passion. He picked me up my legs wrapped around his half naked body, I pulled off his hat and threw it on my floor. His hands cupped around my ass, kissing my neck and my collarbone. I was shaking, and had goose bumps. I was most definitely nervous, he could tell. He laid me down gently and placed himself on top of me.

“Are you sure, we can stop” he said asking again

“Shut up and fuck me already Styles” I said angrily tugging at his shorts to come off.

I palmed his hard cock threw his boxers, listening to him growl with pleasure of my touch on him. I pulled his boxers off; he kicked them off his feet to the floor. He used his hands, touching every inch of my body down to my thighs. He spread my legs tracing his fingers over my slit.