Chapter 29 - Her true feelings

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"Tegemi..."

She bit her lower lip and tears well up in her eyes.

"Mina, since I met you..."

"You've been really important to me!"

(I am?!)

She looks at me with kind eyes, and then quickly looks sad again.

"If I lose another important person to me..."

"I couldn't let that happen!"

That moment...

The tears welling up runs down her cheeks freely.

"Tegemi..."

She wails down crying her eyes out.

"I'm sorry...it's my fault!"

"That's not true Tegemi!"

I speak out to her, with a while range of emotions welling up in my heart.

"That accident wasn't your fault at all!"

"It...it was my fault!"

"You protected me, and you were caught up in the accident."

"What if you died back there!!"

"And what if something happens to everyone at the Famille'?"

"I can't..."

"I don't want to lose my family again!"

"So I should stay away from everyone..."

"Wha..."

"What are you talking about?!"

"Tegemi...saying the accident was your fault is like saying the 499 people died because of me, my parents other children in that flight died because I survived it..."

"That makes no sense..."

"I'm alive, I'm alright, Look, like nothing happened."

I tell that to her hiding not to let the pain show on my face.

"You should stay away from everyone? Don't say things like that, if it wasn't for you the members of the Famille' wouldn't be family in the first place."

"I want to be with you Tegemi!"

She looks up suddenly.

"Mina..."

"Don't you want to be with everyone?!"

Then she squeezed out the words she's been holding out to say.

"I...Really...I...But..."

She fights the tears, which are flowing from her like rain.

"My mother and father are both gone..."

"Mina, I just thought...no, I'm afraid you were going to leave me too..."

"I feel like everyone who's important to me is going to leave..."

"That's not true!"

"I'll always, we will always be beside you Tegemi!"

"I'm here with you now, aren't i?"

"And I'm sure the members of the Famille' would say the same thing, even if the times comes that the girls made a family of their own, I'm sure they will never let the bonds that they build in the Famille' fade away."

"You're foster parents..."

"...and I'm sure even your real parents is still with you in some way."

"And I will never ever leave you, Tegemi."

"I...I really want to be with you all...With everyone, and with you Mina."

"Tegemi..."

"But I feel like I can't be with everyone anymore."

"But..."

She tells me her own honest feeling, without hiding anything.

"Will you promise me you'll stay with me forever?"

"I promise."

"You're really important to me Tegemi."

She grab my hand gingerly.

With tears still streaming from her eyes, she looks at me gently.

"Hey, Mina..."

"Do you remember what you said before?"

(Is it when I said...)

Her hands hold me gently.

With her expression lingering in uncertainty.

(Is she waiting for me to say it? I should go for it!)

I squeezes her hand in return.

I sat beside her and wrap my arms around to hold her.

"Me...Me too..."

She try to squeeze another word out.

"I want to be with you!"

"Mina, you won't go away?"

"Of course not, remember I made a promise that I'll always be there, to protect you."

"Mina!"

She rest her head on my chest and begins to cry again...

"It's gonna be alright Tegemi."

Still crying, but she manage to finally smile,

"Yes..."

I hold her tight for a long time underneath the moonlight...

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