Just friends

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""just friends" isn't so bad
it's the "just" that kills me
it's knowing that it's not enough
that what we are is not enough for me
that who i am is not enough for you
that the love we have for each other is not enough to satisfy what i need
what i crave
what i want so badly
i want you so badly
and i'm sorry i do
believe me, it wasn't intentional
i didn't mean to fall for you
in fact, i don't think i did
it wasn't that deliberate
or accidental
i sort of tripped
slipped
tumbled
and when i landed
i didn't get up
maybe because i found myself too comfortable with the thought of us being more than us
or maybe because i was hoping i would trip you along the way

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