Desire ♡ Jungkook/Reader FF ♡ Completed ♡

Jungkook's Ending (2/6)

Y/N's POV

Jungkook out of the country was a blessing, I don't think I could've handled confessing to him after ending my relationship with Jin. I knew it was the right thing to do but that doesn't mean I wasn't emotional, Jin was part of my life for a long time and even though eventually we could start to build our friendship again the thought of not getting to speak with him or really see him until he was ready was a bitter pill to swallow. I would miss him, I still felt guilty for hurting him and I'm not sure that feeling would ever go away.

A day after ending everything with Jin I was surprised to see a message from him, after our talk he made it clear to give him space and I had respected his wishes. I expected to not hear from him for at least a few weeks maybe even longer but sometime during the afternoon when I was out getting food with my brother my phone buzzed beside me on the table.

I'm taking two weeks off work, leaving everything in Jungkook's capable hands. I'll miss you but I need this time to get myself together emotionally, please don't blame yourself or feel guilty. The three of us didn't handle this situation well but that doesn't make us bad people, Jungkook is my brother and you're my best friend. I will in time learn to deal with your choice and the relationship with my brother, don't beat yourself up over this. Take care princess

I stared at the screen for a long time, deciding on what to say back.

"Y/N? Little pabo? You okay? You're zoning out on me." Namjoon had placed his chopsticks down, leaning across the table with a cocked brow.

"Sorry, Jin just text me and I wasn't expecting it." I turned my phone and pushed it across the table for Joon to see, his brow furrowed as he read.

"That's mighty decent of him, most guys would be ridiculously bitter after a breakup they didn't want." He pushed my phone back with a gentle smile.

"I know, he's a good guy. I know it was the right decision but that doesn't stop me from feeling guilty, I never intended to hurt him and now he's taking time away from work because of me." I sighed, suddenly losing my appetite.

"Y/N listen to me....you can't spend your time dwelling on this feeling of guilt. I know it wasn't your intention to hurt him, he knows that too but you made your decision and now you've got to live with the consequences and move on."

"I know, that's what I'm trying to do but it's difficult."

"The feeling won't last forever Y/N, you just need to give yourself time and eventually it'll go away."

"I hope so." I chuckled when Joon grabbed my chopsticks and picked up some of my bulgogi. "Now eat, no sister of mine is going to starve herself out of guilt."

"Yes sir." I shook my head with a smile and took the chopsticks from him.

One day later.

Y/N's POV.

The airport looked more like a shopping mall, the tiles under foot gleamed white and everywhere were people milling around. There were two glass elevators leading to an upper floor which had the appearance of a food mall. And in the middle of several large open areas were blue fabric covered seats. The air was cool and only the faint aroma coming down from the food area gave it any scent.

There were plasma screens of arrival and departure times on the wall of the airport. People were lined up at the check in desk with suitcases and baggage. In the arrivals lounge there was a curious mixture of bored and excited people. Some looked like they were waiting for a bus, others like they were children waiting for Santa himself. Some lounged on the low comfy chairs and others bounced on their toes.