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⚠️WARNING⚠️MENTIONS OF CUTTING AND SELF ESTEEM ISSUES and a hinting of what has happened in authors life))
(Y/n) POV))————
I carefully got out of the car and walked in side,
Another family dinner went to shit cause we got on that subject.
My stomach growled cause I refused to feed it.It was my fault again.
My family fought again cause I spent the most time with him before he past, it's my fucking fault.I walked into the dark house and noticed the boys were not home, besides sumo snoring on the couch.
I took off my shoes and I didn't realize it yet I was crying. Tears cascaded down my face and I checked my phone.
9:34pmThe boys will gone for a while...
I walked to the small bed room I had in hanks house, I was his neice and all and he let me stay with him after my family had that fight five years ago.
I reached in my closet and grabbed a towel,
Just a shower, wash it away. I don't need the boys wondering what has happened.I got undressed and wrapped the towel around my self. My body was littered with scars that I've made or from others, I looked at my stretch marks and I wasn't impressed with how I look. I decided to wait untill I was in the bathroom to undress so I put on a baggy sweatshirt and shorts.
I walked into the bathroom and started up the shower. Steam filled the room and I leaned against the sink. I looked in the mirror,
I'm broken
I'm brokenIM BROKEN
ITS MY FUCKING FAULT"AAAAAAAAGGH!" I punched the mirror with as much force as I could, glass laid on the floor and my fist was bleeding, tears clouded my vision as I looked down at the floor and started cleaning my mess.
I picked up the glass pieces and put them in the trash.
I picked up and held on to this one long and sharp dagger like piece. I saw my reflection in it.
It was hideous, why am I even here? I want to hide...
I scampered into the shower, the hot water soaked my clothing and body as I felt so uneasy
I gripped the piece of glass harder and watched the blood leak from my hand. I rolled up my sleeve ripped the glass shard down my forearm in a vertical fashion.
I herd my self whimper and only hated my self more for feeling it.
One more
I did anotherAnother
Another
Another..
More...
More....
The cuts ranged down my two fore arms and I looked at the bloody tub.
Red leaked down the drain, I wasn't numb yet, I felt sick.
I lifted up the sweater I had on and held the glass shard.
"I
IM NOT AFRAID TO DIE ANY MORE"
I bit down on the sweater, the glass shard rammed and cut into my stomach area..
I gasped and leaned forward feeling the glass shard move around in my skin and muscles. Tears flowed down my face as made a whine.
"(Y/N)?!" I herd a voice and some one knocked on the door.
"ITS ME CONNOR LET ME IN!"
"C-Connor it's o-okay! You don't have to worry any m-more!"
"Y/N!?"
The door knob jiggled violently before it stoped bursted open with an android on the floor and a door on broken hinges. I watched him scramble over and pull me out of the tub violently. My wet clothing stuck to my body as I saw Connors face above me he looked scared, well he was deviant after all. I dropped the glass shard and it hit the floor with a ringing sound.
"H-HANK CALL A AMBULANCE" hank peered in the bathroom to see you on the floor,
"(Y/N?! Hang on! Hang on! Hold on for my darling, hold on." Hank rushed over and applied pressure to my wound.
"L-let me go, hank," I spoke up and he looked at me
Third person.
"No! For fucks sake! Your staying here!"
Hank growled"O-okay old man" (y/n) passed out from the blood she was loosing.
"FUCK IT IM DRIVING HER THERE!" Hank slammed his phone on the ground. Connor picked her up. He was crying, a Android crying.
((Time skip y/n POV))
I woke up in a bright room and gown of white. I looked up to see a connor laying next to me
He was holding me and he was awake.
I looked at my arms they were bandaged and wrapped up.
My movement woke him up,"(Y-y/n)?"
I nodded only to be held tightly and I hugged him back."Please, DONT ever leave me, please please"
I looked at him and nodded.
"Okay Connor"
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FanfictionThis book is complete and I wrote this as a cisfemale bi 15-year-old, so Please for the sake of my sanity you don't have to tell me how cringe it is, I'm 20 Also please stop sending me death threats ffs. I will most likely delete this book soon ye...