Tuesday 8:36pm
you: um you barely know me
(02) 916-9191: weLL i thought that it would at least make you feel less crappier about yourself
you: jokes on you i don't feel anything
(02) 916-9191: wow i have no chance huh
(02) 916-9191: are you a legal adult or just a 12 year old going through puberty?
you: you'll never know after i jump off a cliff
(02) 916-9191: doNT IM SORRY PLEASE NO
you: i am sad
you: like really sad
you: too sad to even function actually
you: i don't think anyone genuinely cares about me
you: good grades means nothing to me if i'm not making anyone proud
you: people hate me... i think, i don't know, i just assume because i hate myself
(02) 916-9191: noooo i don't think they hate you
(02) 916-9191: and i think you're great
you: are you sure you're not getting paid to do this?
(02) 916-9191: what no of course not
(02) 916-9191: i'd never want to get paid to make someone feel better about themselves, i just do it because i want to, genuinely.
(02) 916-9191: and don't say that your life suck or anything, good things will come to good people.
you: that's real nice of you, but i'm trash
you: even my dog gets more affection than i do, that just shows how pathetic i am
(02) 916-9191: is there anything that has kept you going even though you feel all these negative things?
you: it's this boy band group.
(02) 916-9191: which one?
you: bts
(02) 916-9191: yoU KNOW BTS? oMgdsjhhshs
you: yeah, i mean like they're like worldwide icons
(02) 916-9191: really?
(02) 916-9191: i think they're pretty dang cool
you: they are
(02) 916-9191: who's your bias? ;-)
you: are you trying to distract me from killing myself?
(02) 916-9191: uh maybe
you: because it's working
(02) 916-9191: yes yes that's great
(02) 916-9191: so who is it?
you: someone who cheers up every member in any way possible, well from what i see from the videos of him of course
(02) 916-9191: jimin?
you: no, hoseok
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suicide ☏ hotline | jhs
Fanfictionhe's a volunteer at suicide hotline, she's a victim of attempting suicide.
