Tuesday 8:45pm
(02) 916-9191: interesting
(02) 916-9191: is he handsome? i've heard rumours that many people call him ugly or whatsoever
you: he really is pretty
you: and i don't know why some people would ever call him ugly or a horse, he doesn't deserve this hate
(02) 916-9191: i'm sure he handles it well haha
you: yeah he's strong minded, but i'm not
(02) 916-9191: thats not true
(02) 916-9191: you're still existing, that shows how strong you have been for 21 years
you: thanks
you: that helps a little
you: but i don't see myself in the future
you: like that small vision or 'expectation' you hope for when you're in the moment, i don't see it. i don't see myself grown or happy or with anyone. just black and blank.
(02) 916-9191: hey look, we don't know what the future holds, it can be great or worst but that's just because of what we are doing now
(02) 916-9191: if you live now, many things can happen, you can even go for a bts concert and maybe even meet hoseok
(02) 916-9191: i'm just a stranger who volunteered to talk to people who feel suicidal, but i believe you, you are strong, you are kind, and you deserve so much
you: maybe i'll think about it
(02) 916-9191: you're making me feel useless (T ^ T)
(02) 916-9191: oh wait! let's exchange numbers :-)
you: are you sure about that?
you: i only use my phone to browse for sad and deep quotes and asking google 'what is life'
you: and i feel a little weird trusting you
(02) 916-9191: right, you probably think i'm some creepy stalker trying to kidnap people who feels suicidal
you: well
you: wellll
(02) 916-9191: you don't have to give me your number, but in case you ever want to talk to someone you can talk to me
(02) 916-9191: aaand i'm sure to keep you in company everyday by messaging you :-)....only if you're okay with that
(02) 916-9191: call me maybe xxxx-xxxx
you: okay...i'll message you first then
(02) 916-9191: see you on the other side ╰(*'︶'*)╯
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suicide ☏ hotline | jhs
Fanfictionhe's a volunteer at suicide hotline, she's a victim of attempting suicide.