Trash I Write When I'm Sad II

Homesick

Its so cold today
and not because im up north,
although im used to the south

but its because you started school today
while i lay sick and festering
because i still have summer
and for once in my life
my school starts in september

so of course i am alone
in this cold world
where rain turns to streams
that wears and tears out minds
and hearts
because no.matter how hard anyone
even yourself
would try

the rain will always make rivers that flow away from home
you will have to leave the people you love behind
and when you do
you will be given no crutch
no life line or excuse,
only a sypathetic pat and an usher to continue living

and i know that its normal
that its part of.life
but that doesnt mean it hurts anyless
it doesnt mean that its any less people get affected

it just means that it hurts
and it means that i was wrong
and i will cry
until the end of the world when we all die
thats all it.means

...because what else shall i do?