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Thoughts

I use to dread how much I over thought,
But lately my overthinking has been enlightening.

I've come such a long way,
Yet I know I still have much further to go.

There are so many things I want to do,
Goals and accomplishments.

At times I feel as if I'm not doing enough.

That there is so much more to be done,
To be seen and explored.

They're moments where I feel life is just bustling by.

I've learned so much this year,
I've met new people.

I've had less time doing things I enjoy,
Yet I still try to find a way to execute them.

Ultimately, I've been happy.

Content with the peace around me and within in me.

At times I do feel alone.

I know for a fact I'm not alone,
But when those around you that you love,
Do not understand it aches.

Resonates in my chest and in my mind.

At times, I do hate how much I feel.

As I've learned to open and embrace my own emotions, the more I feel.

The heavier my shoulders become,
The tighter my chest feels.

Why does every little thing make my hands ache?

Where there come a time I can have all of this under control?

Will I be able to breathe lightly?

Coming into my own has been the best I've ever done.

I know at times I become distant,
Even a bit off putting.

But I am always trying my best.
Em.