The meaning of living| Yoonmin

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I walk into the cafeteria and sit with my friends.

"You look happy." Taehyung jokes.

I just nod.

The staff brings our food. Grilled cheese again. I'm forcing myself to eat something today. I pick up my grilled cheese and look at it. I bring it up to my mouth taking a bite and putting the sandwich down. I chew my food. I try to swallow but it just won't go down.

I pick up my shake and drink it trying to push the food down. I swallow it. I swallowed the food. I did it and it tasted so good. I pick up the sandwich and pull off another piece. I really want Yoongi to go to town with me. I put it in my mouth and chew it. I look up and see everyone staring at me. I swallow it.

"I'll stop eating if you keep looking at me." I state.

They look down. I drink the rest of my shake before standing up. I walk back to my room. I open the door and see Yoongi shirtless about to put on another shirt. I close the door and wait till Yoongi opens the door.

"Sorry." I apologize walking in.

But his body's amazing, how does he have abs? He doesn't really do much. Then I remember he goes to the gym every morning.

"Did you eat?" He asks.

"Yes." I sit down on my bed.

"Really?" He asks.

"Yeah. I had two bites of my grilled cheese." I brag laying down.

"So that means I have to go to town?" He asks.

"Absolutely." I excitedly say.

"Okay." He sighs laying back.

I can't stop thinking about his shirtless body. He has abs. I feel so guilty.

"Jimin." I hear Yoongi say.

"What?" I ask.

I turn to see him sitting on the edge of his bed.

"I've been trying to talk to you for minutes." He explains.

"Sorry." I apologize.

"What were you thinking about?" He asks.

"Nothing." I hide behind my bear.

I bury my blushing face in my bear.

"Jimin." He tries to get my opinion.

I feel my bed sink.

"Yeah." I answer.

"Jimin tell me what you were thinking about." He says.

"No." I whine.

"Was it me?" He asks.

I nod.

"Okay. Is it about me going to town with you?" He asks.

I shake my head.

"Jimin look at me." He says.

I shake my head.

"Jimin." He says.

I shake my head again.

"Jimin sit up." He tells me.

I sigh. I turn my head to look at him.

"You're blushing." He states.

I hide my face again.

"Let me guess it's about when you Walked in on me shirtless?" He asks.

I nod my head.

"I should've known." He laughs.

"I'm embarrassed." I mutter into the bear.

"Don't be." He laugh.

"Well I am." I say turning over.

I look up at him and blush again. I hide my face in my hands.

"You can't even look at me without thinking about it can you?" He asks.

I nod my head.

"I don't know if I should be offended or flattered." He laughs.

"Flattered." I say looking at him again.

He smirks and I hide my face again.

"This is fun." He laughs.

"Stop." I whine.

"This is to much fun to stop." He says.