You Cheat On Them

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Warning: Angst!

Joseph Seed-

Joseph loved you, nothing would change that. He always taught his flock to forgive, but he couldn't find it within himself to forgive you. He wanted to forgive you, he wanted to forgive you more than anything but he just couldn't. You had betrayed him, you mustn't have returned his love and he couldn't see a way of staying with you. He just wished that God would've told him that this would've happened. To avoid this pain. But deep down, he knew that he would do it all over again. He didn't shout or cry in front of you, he couldn't even look at you and that hurt. After you left, he assumed that he wasn't meant to be with somebody. First his wife and now you. He gave up on finding love like that, he would completely devote himself to his family and to his flock. He wanted to open his heart to love again but he was beginning to think that he truly wasn't meant to find it. He was meant to be alone so that he could be there for his flock and his family.

Jacob Seed-

Jacob is not a trusting man. For his whole life, he only trusted his brothers but then you came along. He trusted you with everything, he told you every thing. He loved you. You were the only person who saw him when he was vulnerable, not even his brothers saw that side of him. He had trusted you with everything he had and then you betrayed him, you destroyed that truth and hurt him. Nobody saw him vulnerable except for you and now you wouldn't either. He shouted and shouted, he threw insult after insult and you took it because you knew that you had betrayed him in every way. But he still couldn't find it within himself to hurt you, no matter how much you deserved it. He just made you leave. After you left, Jacob closed himself off completely. He knew that he could only trust his brothers, he wouldn't risk being betrayed again, he wouldn't risk feeling that way again, he just wouldn't do it. For a long time after you broke up, he became cruel to his soldiers. You were his weakness and he was going to make himself stronger, he had to prove his strength to himself again.

John Seed-

John was used to getting what he wanted. Most his life he could have any woman he wanted, now he only wanted you. He never, ever, thought that he would want to be with one person. He never wanted to spend his life with somebody, never wanted to his children. Until you came along. You were the first person that he actually loved, how he wanted to settle down with and have a life with. Finding out that you cheated on him broke his heart more than anything. He was already bad with rejection but this was far worse. He loved you and you betrayed him! No matter how much he wanted you back, he couldn't forgive you. He would have preferred it if you had just broken up with him, what did this person have that he didn't? Why wasn't he good enough? John is actually a really insecure person and now he felt so inferior to the person you cheated on him with. He wouldn't ever open himself up to somebody else again, he decided that he didn't deserve love just like he had previously thought and he wasn't going to look for it again. For the first time he didn't shout, he didn't get angry, he just looked at you with a tired expression and whispered "get out". You packed your bags and left. He was angry, he was devastated, but mostly...he was done.

Faith Seed-

Faith was completely heart broken. Her life was filled with so much pain, she was beginning to get her life back on track. She had a family, she had a purpose and she had you. She was happy. She should've known that it was too good to last. She couldn't help but wonder: why? You had become so important to her, she loved you more than anything, she thought that you were the one, she never would've thought that you were capable of betraying her like this. It threw her into a spiral. She couldn't help but feel like she did before she met Joseph, she felt worthless, like she wasn't good enough. She cried but she was never going to let you see her cry, she didn't want you to see her vulnerable again. She didn't want you to leave, she wanted to wrap her arms around you and try to make everything alright again but she knew that this was the end. She knew that she had to let you go. For a long time she was sad, she found it hard to put on that happy mask that she always wore around Joseph's flock. Joseph and John always told her that she would be alright and everything would be better, but Faith didn't see how that could be true. Still, she tried.


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