15 September 2016:Aj Omkara ny meri zaat ko jo chot phunchai hy, wo shayd ab ksi marham sy bhi na bharskey...
Omkara ny mjhy kaha:
"Gauri..kch log srf shakal k khubsurat hote hen..wo andr sy ktny zaleel hote hen yeh tmhy jaan kr mein andaza laga chuka hun.. Ishana na srf shakal ki khubsurat this par dil ki bhi buht haseen thi..Or tm Ishana jesi kbhi nhi ban skti ho."Us lamhy mjhy aisa laga k jo pichle 15 saalon mein itni mehnat sy patharon ko jor jor kr mene apna wajood bnaya tha..wo phattar aik dam gir parey hen parey hen. Omkara ko lgta mein aik makkar,zaleel or giri hui aurat hun.. Lekn agr usko yeh pta chl jae k js aurat ki wo pooja krta hy,js ki har baat ko sach maan leta hy,wo ktny badsurat dil ki maalik hy..wo kbhi sir uthane k qaabil nhi rhyga..
Koi yeh janna nhi chahta tha k us raat mene Ishana ko kia kaha.. Agr koi mjhsy pochta to mein cheekh cheekh kr btati k us raat wo mjhsy kehni ai thi..blky apny bhiyanak chehre ka aik or roop dekhane ai thi..Mjhy dil kara k mein sbko btaon k uska sulook itne saloon mere sath kesa raha,lekn phr wohi baat;kia yeh log mera yaqeen krengy?? Ku k inki hamesha sy Ishana sachi thi or rhy gi..
Yeh wo Omkara to nhi tha jsko mein janti thi..Omkara k lehje mein itna zehr kahan sy aya.?? Wo kbsy Ishana ki trh batein ki trh batein krny lga..
Tmny usey kya kaha? Tmny usey kya kaha?
Har koi mjhsy aise poch rha hy jese usny sucide na kia ho,blky mene usey mara ho.. Reham k qaabil wo nhi,mein hun par har koi to mujhe hi mujrim smjh raha hy...
Usny mjhsy badla lia hy..Wo mujhe Karan sy mehroom krna chahti thi or us raat wo mjhsy yhi kehne ai thi..
Mein chahti hun k tm Karan sy kaho k wo mjhsy shaadi krley..
Karan sy meri misunderstanding khtm hogae thi or usny apny behavior ki mjhsy maafi bhi maangi thi,buht jald wo mere ghar apna proposal bhi bhjne wala tha. Islye mein uski iss demand pr hairan reh gae. Jb mene waja pochi to usny saaf saaf kaha;
Mjhy Omakra sy kbhi muhabbat nhi thi. Srf tmhy takleef phunchane k lye mein us k sath rehti thi lekn Karan sy mene muhabbat ki hy..Chalo aik deal krty hen..Tm Karan ko manao k wo mjhsy shaadi krey..Mein Omkara ko bolon gi k mene ussey mazaq kia hy..
Ishana teen teen logon ki zindagi barbad krna chah rhi thi ku k usky lye log aik deal thay..Usko lg rha tha k mein uska sath dungi ku k uski family kay mere upar buht ehsaan hy.. Lekn jb mene usko saaf inkaar krdya to wo buht gussa hogae or usny mjhy kaha:
Mein tmhy jeetne nhi dungi Gauri,kbhi nhi.. Tmhri jaga mere qadmon mein hy.. Mein dekhti hun k tm kya paati ho apni zindagi mein..Gauri,mjhy tmhri shakal,tmhry wajood,tmhri zaat sy nafrat hy..Tm bhi apny baap aik gandi naali ka keera ho jo marne k lye paida hui ho.. Lekn tmhy zinda rehna hy,blky ziada dair tk zinda rehna hoga.. Mein tmhy tmhri zindagi mein hi jahannum dekha dungi.. Isko mera challenge smjho or Ishana Kapoor apna ksi challenge mein harti nhi hy...
Wo yeh kr kamre sy nkal gae thi or mene bhi uski batoon ko itna serious nhi liya tha.. Lekn ab mjhy lg rha hy k wo mjhsy jeet gae thi.. Mjhy laga tha Karan mjhsy shaadi kr k mjhy iss dozaq sy hamesha k lye nkal dey ga,lekn aj uski phone call ny meri yeh umeed bhi mitti mein mladi.. Mjhy aisa lg rha hy k ab mein hamesha is jahannum k aag mein jalti rahungi..
Nhi Gauri Sharma,ab mein tmhri ksi baton mein nhi aaonga.. Shayd mein pehle ki trh wohi bewaqoofi aik baar phir kr bethta agr tmhri cousin Ishana ka letter mjhy na mlta.. Wo masoom Omkara sy pyar krti thi or tmny Omkara ko us sey cheen lya..Wo to coma mein chale gae,lekn tmhri saza yeh hy k tm bhi khus na raho. Tmhy na mein mlun,na Omkara..Ayenda mjhsy koi contact krny ki kosish krna..See you never ever again..
Or last time ki trh usny iss baar bhi meri baat suney bagair call kaat di...Mjhy koi explaination dene ka bhi moqa nhi dia..
Mjhpr har darwaza band hota jarha hy..Mjhy aisa lgta hy k mein mar jaongi..Aik aik krky ab mjhy chor kr jarhy hen..Mona, Lina or ab Karan..
Ishana waqi mjhy aag mein jalta hua chor gae hy..Usny waqi mere lye zameen thang krdi hy..Mein,Gauri Sharma,jo hamesha yhi kehti thi k mjhy ksi madad ki zrorat nhi parey gi..Aj besahara khari hy..Agr Ishana coma mein na hoti to wo meri yeh halat dekh kr zor zor sy hansti. Mene aik dafa poetry competition mein aik poem lkhi thi or usi poem ki waja sy mjhy 1st prize mla tha. Aj wohi poem meri zindagi ki kahani bngae...
"Kadar kya hy Chandni ki,kbhi in sitaron sy pocho..
Mosam k mazay hote hen kese, kbhi inn baharon sy pocho..Phunch to jati hy kashti manzil pr,toofan sy bach kr..
Dard deti hen lehrein darya ko kitna,kbhi inn kinaron sy pocho..Tamasha maut ka hota hy sar-e-aam sbky samney mgr,..
Jaan leti hy kese zindagi,kbhi zindagi k maaron sy pocho..Bayan kya karon mein daastaan-e-dard ko iss qalam sy..
Hoti hy ktni tarap,kbhi dil sy nkli pukaron sy pocho...
_______________________________And nothing was written in the diary after that..Omkara was beyond shocked after reading the diary..He was guilty on himself for torturing a poor soul..He got decieved by her love,her best friend Ishana..He can not even argue with her because she is still in coma..
Om: (with teary eyes) Itna bara dhoka.. Mein andhon ki trh Ishana pr yaqeen krta raha lekn mene kbhi Gauri sy pochne ki kosish bhi nhi ki..Ishana mjhy apni ungliyon pr nachati rhi or mein uski har baat ko sach smjh betha. (confused) Lekn diary mein Ishana ki sucide ka reason to lkha hua hi nhi hy..Mtlb is diary k ilawa bhi koi or diary hy jsko mein dhoondh nhi paya..Mjhy sara sach janna hoga..Mein kl Ishana k ghar jakr sach ka pta lagane ki kosish krunga.
Saying this,he went to his room..
In Omkara's room;
Om entered in his room and found Gauri sleeping on the floor..He was ashamed on himself after seeing her like this..He picked her up in his arms and went towards his,no THEIR bed..He made her lay comfortably on the one side of the bed..He was staring at her innocent face which is right now is looking so peaceful..He started caressing her hairs..
Om: (in mind) Mein waada krta hun Gauri..Sara sach samne laane k baad mein tmhy yeh haq dunga k tm apny aik aik mujrim ki saza ka faisla khud kro,phir chahe wo mein hi kyun na hun..Bs ab mera maqsad aik hi hy..Saray sach ka pta lagana..
Saying this,he went to the other side of the bed to sleep...
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