The Reason Why I'm Fine (707 X Reader)

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I rolled over in my bed moaning at the sun light seeping in from the windows, I pull the covers over my head and soon everything is lit and my phone vibrates slightly next to me. I lift all the hair out of my face and peer over my phone with one eye to see what it was, the RFA icon was on the front of my screen and I rubbed my face before clicking onto the icon

707: Got my vibe back!!!

Mc: Are you feeling better now?^^

707: Yup!!

I feel my body wake up as I watch Seven joke about in the chat with Jumin, I would join in parts but try to make sure I wasn't offending him in anyway. I pulled my body out of bed and stood up, my legs were cold and I looked down in confusion "Where are my pants?" I stared at my bare legs and then up at the camera "Seven can see me in my underwear" I quickly jumped onto bed where talk about the email flooded the chat. I furrowed my eyebrows as I searched for my pants, I hated the thought that I could have been a cause to put theese inocent people in danger.

Jumin Han: I was thinking that you should go to Mc yourself to protect her if you finish the work...

Mc: Good thinking

We both awaited Seven's responce and then he declares that he's leaving, I feel my face become confused as I watch his chats pop up trying to change the subject, and he quickly leaves the chat I sigh before falling into conversation with Jumin on chat. He obviously tries to take my mind off of Seven's behavor before leaving himself. I sit on my bed in confusion and place my phone just below my lip and try to think what's really wrong with him, I quickly snap out of it as I spot my pants sitting on the floor. I run to go put them on, after doing so I flop onto the bed and look up at the camera hoping seven was looking up at me. My gaze on the camera stayed on there for a while when I snapped out of it with thanks to my alarm telling me to take my stimulants.

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It was late in the night I had joined a couple chat's and read the messages of the ones I missed, I was answering emails in my fluffy big jumper when a notification appeared. I click on it think it was another email when I noticed I was in a chat room

707: Mc... It's late. You're still up?

Mc: Yes! Seven I was waiting for you~

707: Me?

I had been talking with Yoosung earlier about how Seven had never acted like this before and how he believes it was Seven's feelings for me. After the chat I noticed all the evidence in this, he avoid all possible reasons of romance and started to talk about the hacker situation. Although the hacker scared me the thought of Seven's sadness because of his feelings scared me more

707: I hope no one get's hurt becuase I wasn't good enough...

Mc: You're trying this hard. There's no way that the members will be harmed. Don't worry.

707: You can say that because you don't know much about me.

I started to fidget more often on the sofa due to the awkwardness of the chat. I missed his fun chat bubbles and his emoji popping up when he cracked a joke or waas his cheerful self. I felt tears of sorrow prick my eyes.

707: We need to keep our distance

Mc: That's... that's so sad. We can't even be friends?

707: Did we ever have any kind of relationship

Doesn't happen in route

I feel the tears in my eyes slowly sliding down my cheek as he goes on about how dangerous he is. Without one thought I exited the chat room and threw my phone onto the end of the sofa, I curled into a ball and placed my chin on the top of my knees as I held my hands at my mouth. The sudden pain of Seven's words came over me and I couldn't stop the tears from falling, I wiped the tears and soon buried my face into my knee's as I loudly sobbed.

---Seven's POV---

I notice the chat saying Mc had left and I let out a sigh, I checked for Vanderwood before putting on the camera in Mc's apartment. I watched as she threw her phone to the side and curl into a ball, a sudden rush of regret over came me as I watched her wipe her eyes. I pushed away from the computer moniters and then take of my glasses rubbing my eyes "God Mc, stop trying to get close" I looked up towards the blured vision of the screen "You've got Zen head over heels for you, why do you want me?" I replaced my glasses on my face and rolled back towards the moniters and make the cctv feed smaller so that I could carefully watch it as I do the work for he agency.