[Behind_closed_doors]

//When?//

Tonight like any other night that you were broken..i held you once again.

Safe? Is that what you feel when i wrap my arms and enclose your fragile self that is broken?

Tonight like any other times that you were broken..i held you once again.

Tears stained cheek and shirt .. salty...sad and broken by someonelse..you breathe a heavy sad sigh against my neck.

And i wonder what  i could do to make you realise that the arms you ran to whenever you get broken by another, is me.

Me. That is always here for you
Me. That loves only you
Me. That's whipped as fuck for you
Me. That would never do you dirty
Me. That ... Wants only you

You told me you're so in love that time, and now look what he did. You came back broken apart,and i shouldn't have let you.. Go to another person just to get hurt.

So now,you're in my arms ..safe

But every damn time your in my arms  .. i never held you as Mine..

"When? Jennie?",i uttered with heavy heart.

There i stood holding you ..but i know

I will never ever hold you as Mine.

The next words you said told me so..

Because you know exactly what i was talking about.

"I'm done with loving ..Lisa"

Despite of our tragic state... We still held each other tight that night.