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C E L E S T E

"WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?!?" I shout at Noah while tears stream down my face.

"Nova what's wrong?" He asks trying to grab onto my arms.

"Youu.." I cry.

"I don't understand."

"We've been dating for a while now? Why would you say that?!"

"I was forced to say that."

"By who?"

He sighs, "our managers."

Of course.

"What's wrong? What happened?" Noah asks me.

I sit on my couch burrying my face into a pillow.

"Is this really that upsetting to you?"

"Y-you don't understand." My words come out muffled.

"Then help me understand." He says.

The room remains quiet filling with my horrifying sobs.

I couldn't tell him about Namjoon.

"Nova, I wanna be there for you." Noah tells me sitting next to me.

I calm myself down and sit up. I wipe my tears away and take a deep breathe.

"I'm so sorry." I fiddle my hands.

"Don't be." He responds.

"I shouldn't have reacted that way."

"What made you react that way?"

"Stupidly I let my feelings control me, I was already upset." I answer.

"I'm sorry we have to do this." Noah says.

"It's not your fault." I look at the floor.

N A M J O O N

"Are you okay?" Jin says sitting next to me.

"Yeah." I shake my head. "Why wouldn't I be?"

He lifts an eyebrow and nudges me.

"I'm fine." I weakly smile.

"You don't have to lie." Jin tells me.

I don't say anything. I don't know what to tell him.

"Come here." He puts his arm around me and pulls me into a hug. "It's okay."

"Thanks." I say as he hugs me.

"You know I've never seen you this way over a girl."

"Jin I-"

"Then again we never talk to girls." He chuckles.

He has a point.

"Look it doesn't matter. That shouldn't matter right now. My main focus is you guys." I tell him as he releases from the hug.

"Namjoon." He puts both hands on my shoulders. "Caring about your personal life is not a sin. You need time for you. You do so much for us."

"I need to do more."

Jin sighs, "We don't need more. We want you to be happy."

"You guys are my happiness." I respond.

He tells me nothing but smiles.

"You can be such a pabo sometimes." He chuckles.

"Hey!" I whine.

"Let's to back inside." Jin tells me.

3 weeks later

"Hey!" I hear Hoseok yell I was walking to the living room.

"Hey!" I respond back.

"What's up?" He asks.

"Ah nothing much, why?" I ask entering the living room.  "Oh." I say freezing.

He was talking to Celeste through an FaceTime call and I budded in.

Hoseok takes off his earphones and looks back at me. "Hey what's up?"

"Ah nothing sorry. I thought you were talking to me." I quickly walk away.

It kills me seeing her.

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So sorry for the short chapter.
Is this getting boring?

I'll post the next chapter when this one receives three comments(;

Namjoon birthday was yesterday 😭😭