The meaning of living| Yoonmin

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I'm woken up by my mom.

"We're here." She says.

I stretch out and wake Yoongi up. I take him Into the house and take him into my room.

"Goodnight boys." She says.

I take him over to my bed and lay down. Without thinking, he wraps his arms around my waist. I jump back.

"I forgot, I'm sorry." He apologizes.

I start crying. I cry into yoongis chest as he runs his hand through my hair.

"I'm sorry I'm trying I'm really trying." I cry.

"I know Jimin." He mutters.

Soon I calm down. I pull away and sit up.

"Jimin?" He asks.

I don't answer. He sits up.

"Jimin?" He asks.

"Can I try something?" I ask.

"You already know the answer." He states.

I get on my knees and go over to him. I sit on his lap slowly. He has a confused look. I lean in slowly. I back out of it.

"Jimin?" He asks.

"I've never done this before." I say.

"You never kissed anybody before?" He asks.

"No, my uncle never kissed me when he did what he did." I mumble.

It's quiet for a minute.

"I'm going to try again." I tell him.

I lean in slowly backing away again.

"You want this right?" He asks.

"Yeah." I say.

"Okay." He leans in slowly.

He pushes his lips against mine softly. I close my eyes melting into the kiss. He pulls away after a few seconds.

"So, Not that scary right?" He asks.

"Not scary." I smile.

"Let me try again." I say.

I lean in and push my lips against his softly. I wrap my arms around his neck. I pull away.

"Not scary at all." I smile.

"It's not." He smiles back.

"Maybe you could help me with this. I've heard Hoseok talk about him catching Taehyung and Jungkook french kissing." I explain.

"And you want to know what French kissing is?" He asks.

I nod.

"Okay I'll show you." He says.

He leans in and pushes his lips against mine again. I close my eyes.

"Move your lips softly." He tells me.

I follow with he's doing. He pulls away.

"Are you sure you want to go further?" He asks.

"Yes." I say.

"Okay." He says.

"Don't be shocked." He adds.

I nod.

"Open your mouth a little." He says.

I open my mouth a little confused. He leans in. I feel his tongue enter my mouth. He pulls it out.

"Push your tongue against mine." He says.

I nod. He pushes his tongue back in my mouth. I start to push mine against his. Our tongues starts tangling together. This feels so good. I thought cuddling was good. He pulls away.

"No." I push my lips against his again.

He loses his balance and fall back the bed. I start kissing him again. I run my hand up his shirt. I pull away after a minute to catch my breathe.

"Wow." I catch my breath.

"Yeah." He says.

He sits back up, leaning on his hands.

"Maybe I can try some more things when we get back to the hospital." I ask.

"That'd be great." He says.

I get off his lap.

"Um where's your bathroom." He asks.

"It's right a crossed the hall." I say.

"Thank you." He says getting up.