FALSE ( jenzie )

fourteen

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||| Mackenzie |||

school can suck my dick.

i can't wait for the day that i can leave this place. sure - i don't mind learning, but the stress, early mornings, the people. the people. i hate people. besides my few friends... everyone can fuck off.

so judgmental and attention seeking - acting as if they survive off drama. it pisses me off. but at least i was aware of it, aware of what i should and shouldn't do to keep myself out of the spotlight and to avoid putting a target on my back. cause that's almost the worst thing you could do in high school.

and that's what's running through my mind while johnny waits for my answer to his stupid, but tempting, offer.

"so, i know you don't like talking to me. but - you're obviously not against the idea of kissing me..." johnny started, a smirk playing on his lips as i glared at him before rolling my eyes.

maybe i'd be more open to having a conversation with him if he didn't drag me into the janitors closet when i have a class to get to.

"so i was thinking. we should just cut the bullshit, and have like a..." johnny hummed, before furrowing his eyebrows, as if he was trying to put a name on it. i already knew what he was getting at.

"friends with benefits?" i hum, leaning against the wall as a grin formed on his face. this little shit looks quite cute with a grin on his face, but then i remember he's just horny all the damn time.

"yep! without the friends. cause you haven't seemed to take a liking to me," he hummed with a shrug - shoving his hands in his jacket pocket.

"johnny orlando wanting to keep a thing going with the same one girl? i thought you only liked being with a girl for one night, excluding nadia of course." i hummed - raising my eyebrows as i ran my hand through my hair.

"well take my offer as a compliment then." he hummed, rolling his eyes at my comment - giving me the first glimpse of actually seeing him slightly annoyed by one of my 'insults'.

"speaking of nadia. i saw you with her this morning, so wouldn't it classify as cheating?" i hum, tapping my foot against the ground. why i'm still talking to him? i don't know.

"we aren't together." he huffed, letting out a groan, ruffling his hair. i couldn't help but laugh slightly. i've never seen him seem so... desperate? i don't know it's fun seeing him asking for something.

"i don't need a target on my back." i hummed with a shrug. "or to be labeled a slut because i'm sleeping with her man on the regular." i huff.

"that would be my problem, not yours. and i'm not 'her man'." he excused, pulling a face at the thought of that. poor guy is so scared of being tied down it's kinda funny.

"does she know that?" i laugh, shaking my head. "nope. sorry. you're hot, and a good kisser. so even though i'm just boosting your ego and it's tempting i don't think it's worth it." i shrugged once again, running a hand through my loose waves.

"oh come on mackenzie." he groaned. "i think you're pretty attractive yourself, and a 'good kisser' too. i don't ask for things that often and i don't not get my way that often," he started, his stare becoming intimidating once again as he walked closer towards me.

"we both know i'm not gonna get a proper girlfriend anytime soon so cheating isn't apart of this, and i can assure you that i'll make sure no one calls you a slut if that's what you're worried about. but no one will have to know anyways. and really i think you should just save time and agree to this because we both know you won't be able to resist much longer." he continued, raising his eyebrows as he stopped in front of me.

my eyes kept on him, and of course i couldn't help but listen to his words and reconsider. ugh why's he gotta be so attractive. the fact that he's now only centimetres away from me doesn't help... at all.

"you tell no one." i mumbled, narrowing my eyes. "and we are still not friends and i swear to god johnny if i get an std-" i spoke warningly, poking him in the chest. but of course like usual - a smirk formed on his lips.

"how about you stop overthinking everything for once huh?" he hummed, his arm now resting against the wall next to my head. "but no, i don't have any std's." he spoke with an eye roll.

letting out a sigh, i bit my bottom lip as i looked up at him. what on earth am i getting myself into. "i'm gonna regret this." i grumbled.

"probably." he hummed, before he leant down so his lips met mine. and like usual, i kissed back.

what a hypocrite i've become.

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idk what this is but it's an update so we love that right? right.