I Have No Idea What I'm Doing

J_ 10.04.18

I was sitting in class laughing about something you said.

I can't accept the fact that you're dead. 

Please bring him back I need some more memories in my head.

I remember when we used to shred.

But this is something I can't comprehend.

It was too soon for your life to end.

20 years old with so many goals.

You were a always a creative.

You had a vision and god I wish you could have chased it.

I know you would have embraced it.

But life took it's course.

Now I'm sad and sitting in remorse.

I wanted to hang out more.

Like all the times we biked to the store.

Our lives were focused on learning new grinds.

No one could stop us, not even the "no bike" signs.

I wish I got to say my goodbyes.

All I have left are the highs.

I want you to know that you inspired me to grow.

You helped me learn how to flow and I'm not talking about writing words.

I'm talking about riding our boards in the snow.

 I'll always remember you until it's my time to go.

Thank you for everything.

I'm glad we created a forever lasting memory.