The Beta Wants Me [BXB]

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THIS IS BLAKE.

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" Let me know that I've done wrong, When I've known this all along, I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you, Tell me all that you've thrown away, Find out games you don't wanna play, You are the only one that needs to know. I'll keep you my dirty little secret. "

                - The All-American Rejects
( Dirty Little Secret )

KAI COACHMAN
[September 7th 2020]

He releases a cross between a laugh and a choke as he walks over to me but I take a step back. I didn't want him to touch me because I knew what happened when he did. I knew my petty nature would go on vacation and I would forget even being mad because that's what his touch on me did. That's the effect he had on me.

I wanted to allow myself to be jealous and petty because I knew even if I wanted to act like I didn't care, which I wanted to do, it wouldn't work so instead of suppressing what I felt I'd act on it because that appeared much easier.

I knew this was a sign that I'm coming to accept how I felt for Declan and the mate bond as well my attraction to a male but I was going to allow it to happen, slowly, but surely.