Loved but not forgiven ✅

The Breaking

"Tha Nandini tha!" It was Manik who yelled this time

"Aur kya Mom-Dad, Mom-Dad kar rahi ho han? Do you know they haven't spoke to me since you left, Arey unka beta zinda hai ki bhi nahi pata nahi unko inn nau salon mein, unke bare mein sochu, Arey mere suside attempt ki khabar jinko doo din baad mili thi unke baare mein sochu main" Manik yelled as he roughly held Nandini's arms

"Ha ki Maine galti! Ha hu mein monster! Ha sab se Galit hoti hai meri bhot badi thi, manta hu, unti Samjh rakta hu main but because that how could they disown me? I was regretting wasn't I? Maine try kiya to mend the relations and I am still trying ask them have they approached to me even once in these days" he was speaking on top of his voice

"Aur vo Manik jo tumhara tha na wo maar chuka hai samjhi tum!" he said a manic voice "Wo uss pal mar gaya jisse din usne tum par doubt kiya, uss pal mar gaya jab usko yeh pata chal ki tumhari koi galti nahi hai, uss pal mar gaya jis pal wo daudta bahgta tumse milne aya, tumse mafi mangne aya tha aur tum waha nahi ti, har use raat mara jab wo investigators se puchta tha ki kya tumhara kuch pata chala, par wo inkar karke phone rakh dete the" he said falling on his knees

"Sab ko Manik ki galti nazar ati hai par Manik ko bhi daard hota hai! Daard hoti hai Manik ko! I Loved you! Koi kuch bhi bole! I Love you and I know it was from my every cell and it was the purest thing for me! And hell it is even today" he said pulling her close to me

"I can't breadth without you aur Maine nine years bitatye hai, I have not been with you when you needed me, Tumhari pregnency, tumhare tantrums, you giving birth to the kids Mujhe bhi sab dekhna tha, mujhe bhi mehsoos karna tha but I didn't right, I do regret it!" he said as he pushed her away a little

"You know the day I saw Arav and Arya I saw hatred in their eyes pata hai kaise feel hota hai? When I saw you after years and you didn't show me a tinge of recognition you know how it feels?" he asked looking at her tears in his eyes "My heart bleeds! My heart bleeds!"

"Tum janti ho I can file a case and snatch them from you in a minute" he said looking and her and Nandini's head snapped to him

"I can do that" he said with angered eyes "But did I do it?" he asked her shaking her "Nahi" he said leaving her "Because I don't want to conquer them I want to win them and you" he said getting up

"Aur yaad rakho even you were at fault, tumne mujhe bataya nahi Harshad ke bare mein, you called me once but kya tumne ek baar mujh se milne ki koshish ki, batane ki koshish ki" Manik said and was leaving when Nandini held his hand

"Tumhe pata hai I regret not coming back to you, not telling you, not fighting for us Manik" Nandini said as she sat on her knees crying

"I was so angry you didn't trust me, you always said that love is TRUST tho how didn't you trust me?"she said holding his hand with her both

"Maine call kiya tha to tell you that you are going to be a father tum ne baat bhi nahi ki" she said making him remember the day she called

"I hated you, I hated you jab I use to get us because of craving and you weren't by my side, I hate you for not being besides during my morning sickness, I hated you but then I knew somewhere I was wrong somewhere, Mujhe Harshad ke bare mein batana chahiye tha, mujhe ek aur baar baad karne ki koshish karni chahiye thi par my hate for you it never made me come back" she said and Manik looked back at her

"Even you Hate me now!" he sad and gave a dry laugh to her, he was laughing like a manic making her scared, she with force make him sit down

"I can never hate you" she said cupping his face in her hands "I can never hate you I was just angry and hurt" she said looking at his eyes