Anger and regret

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Emily's p.o.v.

After driving around for 20 minutes I finally found a gym. Even though its only Tuesday, I already feel like I need to blow something up. Maybe I will take some bombs and some gang members to our enemy gangs' warehouse, shoot everyone in there, take their stuff, leave and blow it up while driving away. And maybe take a cool selfie with the explosion in the background to send to my friends. Yeah.

Right now, I am walking through the front doors of the gym looking around. They have weights in one corner, the treadmills, bench press and other equipment like that on the other side of the gym, some boxing bags up the back and sparring mats in the middle.

I walked up to the front desk where a buff looking guy was talking to someone exiting the gym. When they were done, I walked up to the guy who was now staring at me with shock in his eyes. "Hey sweetheart, the hairdressers are another block down." He casually said before I could even say anything. Sexist pig. "It's a good thing I was looking for a gym then or else I'd be lost." I replied, already agitated. "You?" Not wanting to continue this conversation with this arrogant ass, I decided to just end it now. "Yes me, you got a problem with that." The anger in my voice was clear as day. He just chuckled slightly and gave me the forms to sign up.

After I signed up the guy, who's name I now know is joey, gave me directions to the girls change room. unfortunately, this gym only had a few other female members. I wonder why. **Cough** Sexist assholes **Cough** Not that I will be coming back after tonight. My house and the gang house/ warehouse will have a gym that I can use instead of the public ones. At least the change rooms were empty. I changed into the spare gym clothes that I always keep in my car for situations like this. It was a black and purple sports bra with matching yoga pants. What can I say, they are SO comfortable.

I threw my bag in one of the lockers and walked out to one of the punching bags. I started the usual training routine that my trainer assigned to me back in Italy. He would be coming with the rest of the gang on the weekend considering he is also my manager. He organised all my fights and races. When I finished my warm-ups, I went to take a sip of water. I turned around and saw all the shocked stares of the other members. I ignored them and just got back to the punching bag to start my actual workout.

~~~5 hours later~~~

It is now 8:00 pm and I have just finished my workout. I went back into the changing rooms, once again ignoring the stairs burning through my back, and got dressed into the clothes I had on earlier today. I walked out and started driving home. I didn't have the chance to blow anything up today so tomorrow I would go to the warehouse to check up on my gang. I pull into the driveway, get out of the car and make my way to the front door. As soon as I open the door, I am met with the sight of the boys on the couch staring at the floor with a look of.... worry? why would they be worried. I don't even think that they know I am here.

Honestly, I am too pissed at them to care about what they are feeling right now. Even though the exercise helped me vent some anger and work my muscles, just looking at their faces, especially Blakes, makes the anger come bubbling back up. I just walked up the stairs and slammed the door to let them know I am home. I knew that if acknowledge my presence by talking to them they would start yelling at me and if that happens, I don't think I would be able to hold back my anger. I can't lose control, for my aunts' sake. she may not like Alex as much as me, especially after she found out what he and everyone else her was doing but he is still her nephew and I know she still cares for him and wants us to be a close family again. unfortunately for my aunt, the chances of that ever happening is slim to none. I think that is why she made me stay here for this week, she just wanted us to be a family again.

I decided to just call it a night and get ready for bed and go to sleep.

~~~the next morning~~~

The next morning, I got ready for the day ahead of me and go downstairs to the kitchen for breakfast.

**Her outfit below**

As I near the kitchen, I heard many voices whisper yelling

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As I near the kitchen, I heard many voices whisper yelling. I walk into the kitchen and immediately all sounds cease. I ignore all the stares I was receiving and started preparing breakfast for myself......coco pops. I know right, SO healthy. eh, who cares I deserve it after my workout yesterday.

After finishing my breakfast, I turned back around to look at the guys, who still haven't said anything. Alex looked like he was about to say something but I interrupted him.

"Don't. I don't need you to ruin yet another one of my mornings like you and everyone else did every single morning I spent here." "Em, I'm sorry" as soon as my old nickname left his mouth, I felt like murdering someone, more specifically everyone in this room. "DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT. YOU LOST THE RIGHT TO CALL ME THAT A LONG TIME AGO." A look of hurt and regret covered his features but I couldn't care less. With that, I stormed out of the house slamming the door once again. I decided to skip school so I could go to the warehouse and organise who is going to collect the shipments, explain to them when to get it, where to get it and how to bring it back safely making sure none of our enemy gangs gets in the way. I also need to look over the files of the new recruits and decide which gangs I want to ally with and who's warehouse we are going to blow up. This should be an interesting day.

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