Are We Meant To Be? Part 1

What are 'we'?

At BTS's dorm~

JHOPE'S POV~

We are near the dance studio, making out in the corner of a corridor. Sparks in my stomach.
I broke the kiss and looked up to look at her expression. Does she feel the sparks that I feel?
But I couldn't see her face clearly because I was drunk.
"(Y/n)..." I said. Not being able to control my feelings anymore, I wanted to tell her how much I liked her, but I couldn't.
I kissed her again, but she...
Pushed me away?
*Sniffing* It hurt so much!
I felt hot tears roll down my eyes.
I opened my eyes in confusion and discomfort. There was a bit of hangover from lastnight and a slight headache which started to grow at every blink I take at the bright light coming from the window.
*Groaned* I groaned and noticed my voice had become hoarse than ever.
I tried to get up, but my head ache suddenly made me fall back on the bed and it made a noise. *Groan* it was a little high pitched Groan. Jimin?
I looked at the other side and saw no one, the bed looked like no one has touched it since yesterday morning. I moved my head from side to side, looking around for him in confusion. If he's not here, then who groaned?
As I was laying on my bed, rested, I heard shifting noises from beneath my bed side.
I slowly moved at the edge of my bed and looked down to see a messy Jimin shifting from position to position groaning.
He's probably uncomfortable down there. But how did he end up there?
He slowly opened his eyes and saw me staring down into his eyes. He looked at me for a moment and after which looked like an attempt to sit up, he fell right back on the floor with a thud. "Ayah!#*%#*" he said and some other curse words I couldn't catch.
"Jiminie? Are you okay?" I asked. "Hyung, I c-can't get up" he said and reached his hand above for me to grab, so I did.
"I don't have strength, but try to get up atleast." I said.
After numerous tries to hold on to my hand, Jimin finally got hold of my hand and sat up. He rested his head right in front of mine. He looked up at me with tired eyes and bought his hand in mine and held it softly. This feels wierd. What is he doing?
" Hyung, a-am nauseous." He said. Shit my bed!
I suddenly had the power to push Jimin away from my bed.
*Thud* "Ayah! Hyung! #$%*!" He yelled in pain. I felt bad for doing that, but what can I do?
If he was to puke on my bed, I might not have touched my bed for the rest of my life, so I had to.
"Sorry Jiminie." I said, while he was still cursing and wincing in pain.
"Hey, you guys up?*Knocking*"
It was Namjoon's voice. Why is he knocking?
"Yeah." I said. "So, open up." He said. Why is the door locked?
Jimin must have drunkenly did it. "Jiminie? Can you please?" I pleaded to him and he gave me a death glare. "I fell on the cold hard ground two times hyung, do you expect me to be in a position to even move?!" He yelled at me. But he was right.
I tried to get up taking the terrible headache with me and unlocked the door and quickly ran and fell on to my bed.
Namjoon walked in and saw a frustrated Jimin on the floor, still wincing in pain and a me lying in my bed like a catapiller. "Umm...So I guess you guys are okay." He said and it enraged me and Jimin.
"Do I look okay?" Jimin yelled at him. "I have a really bad headache, that's why I'm laying on my bed!" I yelled at him.
He bent down and put Jimin's arm over his shoulder and picked him up and landed him on his bed. "I'll tell Jin hyung to make some hangover soup for you guys." Namjoon said. "How did I end up on the ground?" Jimin said to himself.
Namjoon walked out. I layed in bed for another 2 minutes and didn't even realise I fell asleep.
After which felt like a second, someone shook my arm and woke me up.
"Hoseok-ah, sit up, i'll feed you." It was Jin hyung, thank god he's here!
He fed me like two spoons and I felt better already. I took the bowl from his hand and fed myself. "Thanks hyung." I said.
I looked at the other bed and saw Jimin sleeping soundly. "Did you not feed him?" I asked jin hyung. "He actually puked so..." Jin hyung said and I widened my eyes. *Shit*
"No! He puked in our room!?"
I yelled aloud. "Calm down Hoseok, he did it in the toilet." Jin hyung said and I felt guilty for outbursting over Jimin puking near me.
After a while I got up and freshened up. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Jimin standing right in front of my face. "OMMA!...Jimin, you startled me." I said and he looked up at me tiredly. "Are you okay now?" I asked him and he nodded. I moved away for him to enter the bathroom.
I sat on my bed drying my hair, thinking about last night. I couldn't remember a thing, not even the Vlive that we did. I suddenly got reminded of my dream. That dream, it doesn't feel like a dream. If I try to recall the scene in my head, it has a feeling of realness. You know the feeling which helps you to distinguish from reality and a dream? That part of my brain was telling me it wasn't a dream. Did I really make out with (y/n)? After our breakup?
Shit! How can I? Wait, I remember her kissing me back.
Why would she? She likes jungkook right? I knew she liked jungkook from the start, I just ignored it, thinking it was merely because he was handsome and nothing else, but she couldn't develop feelings for me, it never happend. That's the reason I broke up with her.
So, how can she? Maybe it wasn't her, I don't remember looking into her eyes, they weren't her eyes. I know, I am familiar with that face and those eyes, but who's is it?
"Hoseok?" Yoongi hyung came in. "Did you call lisa? She sounded pretty...angry." He said and I was confused. "No...Why?" I asked. "Hoseok, she was the one who dropped you off." He said and I made an even more confused expression. "I mean, she didn't drop you off herself, she called a cab." Yoongi hyung said and I looked at him for a more detailed explanation. "Hoseok! Do you not remember?" He asked. "No..." I said, feeling guilty. She helped my messy drunkenness and now she's angry with me?
I feel guilty for not even remembering that. But why was I not with my members?
"Hyung? Where was I exactly?"
I asked shamelessly. "Near the dance studio, she even came all the way there to see how you were. You're such an asshole, didn't even remember her being there." He said that and I froze. "Hoseok?" He asked.
"Y-you said dance studio." I said, realising what that means.
"So?" He asked. I made a wierd expression thinking how it would sound coming out if my mouth. 'I made out with Lisa!' "What did you do with her?" He asked smiling weirdly.
"I-i..." I said and touched my lips and smashed my face in my pillow. "AAA!" I yelled. "Oh.my.god! You pervert!" He said and walked out. I was still mumbling in the pillow. "Hyung?" Jimin came out of the bathroom with his bathrobe on and noting else.
(I don't know why I mentioned that.)
"What are you doing?" He asked. I looked up at him. "I-i seriously messed up Jimin!" I said in a cry and saw his facial expression change a few times before he answered. I was smart enough to catch it.
Who drank three bottles with me? Jiminie ofcourse, which means that he was just as drunk as me and split from the members just like me and probably created a mess...just like me. So he's no different.
"Wh-what did you mess up hyung?" He asked trying not to sound fake, but couldn't.
"I-i can't tell you..." I said, embarrassed. "And what did you do?" I asked bluntly. "Wh-what do you mean? I'm not like you, I don't get drunk and wake up the next morning and realise that I messed up and don't even remember half of it." He said in one breath, telling me exactly what he does when he gets drunk.
"Aha...So that's what happened to you too?" I said sarcastically.
"Argh! Fine! I might have done some crazy shit too." He said.
"What did you do?" I asked getting curious. "I asked first!" He yelled. "I'm older than you Jiminie, I have every right to do as I please...I can dominate over you." I said.
"Fine... I-i think i...confessed to chae..." He said embarrassed. "Woah! 'confessed'?!" I yelled excitedly.
" Come on hyung, don't make me say it-" He said kinda shy, but cooly. "Oh right! It's more than that!" I said teasingly.
"How.did.you.know that?!" He asked. "I didn't, but now I do." I said, teasingly. "Argh! It's not like we're dating or anything. I think, we both are into each other, but we don't date ya know?" He said.
Ahaa...Not for long Jiminie. You can't stay friends for long.
"Your turn." He said and I got embarrassed, remembering it.
Hell! Even saying it sounds soo wierd!
"I-i...I think I made out with someone..." I said.
"Woah! You can't even tell who's a girl and whos a guy when you're drunk and you made out with someone?" He said and I widened my eyes at his words, knowing what it means. He widened his eyes too realising what he said.
"No! You kissed a guy-" I cut him off. "That's enough Jimin. I know it was a girl, someone close to Chaeyoung, actually."
I said embarrassed. "*Gasp* was it (y/n)? You kissed her after you broke up??" He asked, shocked. "No, Jimin." I said, his next guess is the answer. "But, you speak only to the dance line, so...Chae was with me so that's a no. You said it wasn't (y/n) so no. Then Lisa, no- wait, it's Lisa?" He said shocked and I looked down of embarrassment.
"Oh.my.god. You sexually harassed her!" He yelled.
"No I swear, I didn't force it. She even kissed me back!" I yelled, explaining myself and revealed a small detail that kept me thinking. "Woah! She kissed you back?" He asked and I thought it over. "That means she really likes you!" He said.
I felt like I realised something, something that I never noticed about Lisa, she behaves differently around me, unlike other girls, unlike how (y/n) did. She's always there for me, no matter what situation it is. She cares too much when I tell her about my day to day problems. Is this why she does it? Because she has a crush on me?
"Do you really think she likes me Jimin?" I asked feeling kinda good about it, actually.
"No girl would give in if she wasn't serious." He said as a matter of fact, yes. I know that.
I suddenly got reminded, I called her (y/n)?