Mine

Chapter 32:

Jazmine

"Jaz, Mama Carmen said come downstairs," Shay said coming into my room with Zoe and I had Z(Jr). I nodded as I stood up, I been on bed rest for a few weeks and I hate it plus the wedding is in two days and I haven't been able to do anything. I couldn't even finish Christmas shopping so I had to buy everything else online.

"Here give me Z. I'll put Zoe down with Kaine," she said heading to Kaine's room with me behind her.

"Girl, don't put my tiny baby in there with Kaine's tall self. He'll probably squish my boo. Take Kaine out and put him in my bed," I said since Kaine is long to be six months.

After Shay moved them we headed downstairs. When we got in there everyone was here, literally everyone of the crew and the parents of the crew. I sat down with my face scrunched up confused.

"What's up?" I asked.

Mama Carmen started, "We think you should postpone the wedding."

"No, I wanna have my wedding. Plus it's two days away, I think I'll be fine for a hour to walk down the aisle and say vows," I said.

I looked at Jay to see him rubbing his waves looking stressed.

"Let's cut the bullshit and tell her y'all already cancelled everything without her approval," Shay said and I jumped up.

"Y'all did what!?" I shouted.

"Shay, shut yo ass up sometimes," Ace said.

"No, she's right y'all didn't have to do that without her say like that," Shy added in.

I looked at Jay and he wouldn't even look me in the eyes. Tears threatened to spill from my eyes.

"Jay," I whispered.

Jay finally looked at me and said, "We are going through too much right now, Jazmine."

I nodded looking around at everybody. "Wow, fine y'all win." I shrugged. "You all want the wedding to be off, fine it's off." I walked off and back upstairs. "Oh and y'all can all get the fuck out my house and don't come back," I said over my shoulder.

I looked down at my ring as I cried. I took it off and put it in Jay's safe.

*

Christmas Eve

I am laying in my bed looking up at the ceiling. I cried the whole damn night, I even locked Jay out of the room. I reached over and got my phone off the nightstand to turn it on for the first time.

I had lots of missed calls and texts. The only ones I opened was a text from Jay saying him and Kjayy left and the group text with Joelle, Shy, and Shay.

Babysis💛: I hope you're okay. I just wanted to let you know I didn't agree with this shit. I love you mamas 😩❤

Bae🙈: I didn't either which is the reason why I agreed with Shay yesterday. love you bae 😘

Sister💎: And you know sis is pissed..😠 love you, hit us when you feeling a little better.

Me: I love y'all too.. thanks for actually taking my feelings into consideration 😔

After I texted them back I decided to call Joelle.

"Sister! I love youuuu!" Joelle shouted through the phone making me smile for the first time this morning.

"I love you too. I need a favor, well really a favor from Mark since he's the only dude of the crew I'm fucking with right now," I said into the phone.

"What's up, lil big sis?" Mark said over the phone I'm guessing she has it on speaker.