Star Vansion Moonorio (Rejection series book 1 ) COMPLETED

CHAPTER 20

JAMLINE

"I have chosen Cal over Joshua I just can't see a future without Cal in it, it seems like I don't have any future without that idiot wolf who doesn't even love me. When I think about a future there is only one person come to my head and that is that stupid, goof, idiotic hybrid who not only rule my stupid heart but he rules my soul as well

I don't know how my mate bond with Joshua is weaker than what I am feeling for Cal, everyone says that a mate bond is stronger than anything your other part will never allow you to go to other person than your mate you are bonded to your mate till eternity and every bond will become useless in front of the mate bond

But what I feel for cal is much stronger than what I will feel for Joshua ever, there is no mate bond between me and Cal yet I have stronger feelings for Cal rather than josh. Josh said that when he marked his chosen the mark faded next day itself and he thinks that it's the sign which was stating that we are meant to be together and all the crap"

She looked at me with tears I know what she must have felt when he marked someone over her the mate bond will make the other half weak had it not that what happened with me when I saw Marcus and Lucy together, the pain I felt is unexplainable I looked towards her urging her to continue she is opening up her feelings for Cal fully and I really hope that goof don't do any idiotic thing now

"But I don't feel like that when he rejected me and accepted someone else I accepted his rejection and my wolf cried and mourn over her loss that time itself it seems like there is nothing which is holding me up with him there is nothing like mate bond

Yes I hate him and that's true because he chosen someone and that too not giving me any chance not even knowing me fully if he had given chance and came to conclusion that he don't want to stay with me and I am not capable to be his mate I would have understood but he choose power over mating he choose perfection over the bond

And now he wants me back how will I take him back when I don't feel anything when my every feeling is revolving around someone else. I love him jammy, I love cal so much that I myself is astonished with the feeling I have for him the love I feel for him is unimaginable how can that be possible jammy?"

She looked at me with questioning look and honestly she is asking the wrong person the wrong question when my mating is in rock how can I answer her. When I am deprived of the said feeling how will I be able to give her correct answer to her query? Do I really know what is mating and the bond mates share I am confused now how will I answer her

"I think you should talk to granny and grand pa they will definitely have answers for your questions" I said to her and that's the truth they must have answers for the question which is arising in her head about mates and bond how is she feeling what she is feeling right now

"Do you think so?" she questioned me I looked into her eyes and nodded my head "I don't think so may I know that they have answers for your questions"

She nodded her eyes and closed her eyes "Do you think the decision I took is good?" she asked me I smiled

"What does your heart desire?" I questioned her instant she opened her eyes and I saw a glow in her eyes as she replied "This heart desire the one person who don't even love this heart yet it seems impossible to not love him" she replied with sad face

"Why don't you talk to him may be he likes you or even loves you, you will never know if you don't ask anything" I said to her making her understand she nodded her head

"I know jammy but now is not the right time we have issues to handle and we will be busy in all that after that I have to talk to him about cian as well" She sighed saying it she is tired of everything it's clearly written in her face