It hits me first 5 ft and 4 inches down. It hits me in my toes and makes them tingle. It travels to my finger tips and it makes them tingle and then finially it hits in my stomach. Deep in the pit of my stomach it tingles. That stupid sensation that feels like anxiety, and hard pain.
Dont think for a second that it skips my heart. I've wandered how many people have felt theirs so empty.
I've felt that, and I feel it again now..... When your heart is so heavy, so full.... That it feels empty. Like a hole in your chest. Like your stuck. You have no voice, no say. You can't take action, no do.
You can't talk, and you can barley breathe.
All you want is for someone to hold you.
You just want to leave.
You feel humiliation that shouldn't even exist in that moment.
My mom's called it heart break.
"It's okay honey, your heart just broke"
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Behind My Eyes
PoetryA posting of every poem that I've ever written ...in continuation, as I write new things and express myself. Experience everything that lies behind my eyes. I am not very active on this site and only have used it to draw out my talents and express...
