today everyone at school is going to a field trip but im not going ita stupid so joey decided to stay with me also i don't know why but he just did?....
as i was walking i see a couple a the corner of my eye making out ew!. then i passed right by them then i saw the one and only joey birlem..... my heart was broken but why was i catching feelings i kept walking until joey saw me and tried to grab my hand but i kept walking " hey lils wait up what's your problem" he says
and i didn't respond
i walked go the girls bathroom and cried for a boy? that didn't even like me i should just get over him......
i walked in class with a little but of puffy eyes but i didn't mind , that's the soft me
ms.acero why are you late? says the teacher i was walking and i had to go back home because my mom fainted? i say
oh i hope she gets better " says the teacher
thank you" i say sitting down in my desk
so baby my house at 4?" i hear a familiar voice say birlem! fucking dick
i didn't respond
i got a text saying
" joeybirlem started following you" i rolled my eyes
how the fuck did he get my instagram this kid is a hacker
well i already know what to do i say smirking" heheh
end of school( its boring)
i was walking home when i saw joey trying to catch up with me so i decided to drop my pencil and pick it up heeh
i drop my pencil" oops my bad" i say smirking
h-hey,...wo-oah" joey says
oh hey i didn't see ya there" i say trying so hard not to cringe
well um my house at 4?' says joey
sorry pal your to late" i say walking away
but i can give you" pleasure" he whispers in my ears
as i got the chills running down my spine
no were not gonna do that were just gonna study!" i say
alright alright
it's 3:57 so i leave in 3 minutes
i get ready i put in shorts and a spaghetti strap and my air force ones and put some lip gloss and perfume and walk out
i knocked on the door and see joey he ran up and opened it
is there anyone home" i say
nope" he says smiling
i walk in and see joey mumbling something
what was that?" birlem
without saying a word he pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me his hands in my cheeks he puts me on the couch and starts going down my neck leaving love bites
j-joey " i moan
shhh" he says putting his hand in my lips
he gave me more love bites and blew on them
as i get the chills
so what were you saying" he says still on top of me
so i saw you kissing another girl? do you like her? are you dating? did you guys have sex?
no were not dating no i don't like her and yes i did loose my virginity to her" he says
i felt a knot in my throat " i-well i have to get going" i say looking at my neck" why would i let him do this to me im so stupid i hate myself why
i open the door and close it and walk back to my house
I open the door and go straight to my room
and cry , cry for someone who doesn't like me he probably hates me im probably just his toy
i delete everything all my social media and i block him on my phone number
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this was the most boring chapter but im sorry im updating this at 6am and i have school at 7 so im trying my best to update
but i hope you like it and new chapter will be up today or tomorrow by luvs and don't forget to vote + comment bye 🍓📎👼💌
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