it's 2am
it's 2am and i'm thinking of you
thinking of what
i possibly could have done
thinking of my baby
thinking of
my love
thinking of
how
it's 2am
& i'm worried
& hopeful
i hope you still love me
i know you still love me.
you
have to
right?
the thought of letting go hurts
and i don't
know how i'll deal with the pain
one day
and how it hurt
before
and
i know
so many things
that i
really
don't
know
& what if i sound clingy
and my sweet bunny girl
my sweet kitty
o my princess,,
it's
2am
and i cuddle my stuffies
while listening to youtube videos
and your melodic voice
when u read el principito
how calming and mellow
your voice can be
and how my feelings
don't mean anything &
i want to hug you
and i'm really sorry
really
really sorry
i hope you know
how much i love you
and that
i'm trying my best
and that i know
that you are too
our stitches our healing
and it's a rough start
and it's 2am
& i'm writing
again
thinking about you
and what i possibly could have done
thinking of how
i deserved such a blessing
a sweet angelic blessing
like you
-i am so so sorry,,
just know that i love you,, -
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