-1- Kissing Sunshine *Percy Jackson*

Depression!

Authors note! Ok haha well not so but I've been itching to write but you know lacrosse and summer tennis and junk today has been one of my worst days ever! Well hopefully writing comforts along with my BF! Oh and OMG kagomeuchiha98 dedicated a story to me I love you! And lunardragon and ajok5687 my story dedicated to you and from now on no one else <3

I sighed sitting at the passenger seat next to our driver Grover. We officially had few days to get to Hades who we believe stole the bolt. Percy hasn't talked to me and it depressed me my eyes became dead my smile gone. The sun seemed to dim my father angered his prized daughter was depressed. He worried depression would make me ill. And after he started to worry all of Camp and the Olympians worried if I did become ill my father would go to the lengths of refusing to bring the sun. Which would mean Terra being the oldest would have to do it but of course people knew my siblings would fall depressed after losing a sister and would also refuse to work at such hardships. Grover was there to cheer me up though. Not only so the world wouldn't stumble in darkness but because apparently unlike my other "friends" he cares for me. Percy could've started to talk to me again. And Annabeth could also try to make me smile but they turned their backs on me acting like I was usless worthless. I thought about Annabeths harsh words about 3 hours before "Just slither back and have the man whores stumbling over you comfort you" But I couldn't quit no matter how much apperently Percy doesn't like me I love him...Wait! Love? This is new I looked behind me. The boy I apparantly love looked up making our eyes meet. His tired vibrant sea green eyes met my sad almost sick eyes. I looked down sadly looking away. That's why his cold shoulder has hit me so hard. I do Love him. And he ignores me. I looked in the mirror. My once bright radiant hair and skin has dulled. My bright sky eyes became grey like a cloudy depressing day. My bright cheerful almost skip has become a slouched walk. My bright melodious voice became a silent and only talked when needed and to sing depressing songs or Wherever you shall go almost thinking back at Camp James can hear me. "Vicky..." Grover whispers "Hn?" I mumble looking away "Cheer up! We'll go get you some coffee or go skip in the sun!" He suggests "We hagve no time for such stupid things" Annabeth growls "But Annabeth!" Grover starts "She's right" Percy adds bored I look at him my dead eyes meeting his once again I look away when tears well up at the thought of him never liking or lovng him like I love him. He looks at me oddly turning his attention to Annabeth "Oh Gods" I hear Grover mutter looking at the sky the day darkening "I'm sorry Grover" I gasp "Its not your fault" he assures unsure I frown slightly as we pull up at a subway and the three others besides me go out. I stay and finally let the tear trickle down my facem

*Percy*

"You you idiot!" Grover shouts when he shoves me into the restuarants bathrooms "What the hell?" I ask "What the hell" he mimicks in a high pitched voice "Uh you can't see what you have! and now you've depressed Tori!"" he shouts "So" I say losing it inside "Idiot!" I shout to myself inwardly. Jealousy's a bitch! The way guys from different states stare at her the way I only stutter now that I've realized I don't just like her I love her. I can't talk to her babbling like an idiot! "So! So!! I don't think you realize what this means!" he shouts "No i don't!!!" I shout angrily "Well let's see! She'll eventually become ill have you seen how much she cares for you! The way you treat her brings her down! And if she becomes ill her father will stop bring out the sun and will turn his back against you which you don't need!! And if god forbids Tori reaches to leave Earth and go with the former heros Apollo and her sibling will go out of the way to kill you" he shouts "And I don't know if I'd do anything either you have no idea how much she's dying inside" he whispers leaving the restroom. I groan looking into the mirror I helf back the tears threatning to spill. Even if this quest doesn't kill Victoria I apparantly will. "Stupid stupid!" I shout to my reflection. I've tried trying to like Annabeth although I'm not sure why since we're apparantly enemies. But still I thought Victoria deserved better than me nothing but her Yancy stalker watching her leave her classes. Flipping her hair ever so often her biting the end of her pencil during a test the way when she was forced to share a table with me her crossed legs would rub my thigh or her hand would touch my fingers and her elbow would poke my arms as she wrote squinting her eyes at the board trying to read the the English. I sighed I can't do it! I can never see her the same! Never can I just see her as a girl I have a crush on I can only see her as the girl I love and will never have. All this will probaly make me fall depressed not that my father cares as much as Apollo. Being a normal teenager isn't an option even with my love life!

Sorry its sooooo short but it will start getting better and we are getting closer to the end of book one then its on to Sea of Monsters hazzah!