Through My Window

Original Edition: 18. The Kiss

Warning: Intense scene ;)

- 18 - 

I wish I could say I didn't kiss him back, that I pushed him away and left. But the second his soft lips made contact with mine, I lost all sense of time and space.

I kiss him back instantly, his kiss isn't soft or romantic. It's demanding, passionate and possessive. He kisses me as if he wants to devour me and it feels incredible. He holds my face, deepening the kiss, our lips moving together. Our breaths quicken, I feel like I can faint at any moment because of the intensity of this kiss.

I melt in his arms.

I never thought anyone could make me feel this way. My whole body is electrified, blood running quickly through my veins, through my unbridled heart. Ares presses my body against his, stealing a small moan from me. His lips move aggressively against mine, his tongue invading my mouth passionately sends shivers of pleasure all over my body.

Ares lifts me up and I immediately wrap my legs around his waist. I gasp when I feel how hard he is against me. He doesn't stop kissing me while he carries me and takes me to the sofa.

I lie down slowly on the sofa and he climbs on top of me. I run my hands down his defined chest and his abdomen feeling every muscle, he's so fucking sexy. He slides his hand under my shirt to touch my breasts, a moan of appreciation leaves me. I'm too excited to think. I just want to feel him, all of him against me.

Ares sits back, kneeling between my legs on the couch and unzips my pants with impressive agility. To see him like this in front of me, his blue eyes shining with desire, stripping me, takes my breath away. I feel surprisingly comfortable with him as he pulls my pants off to one side and his mouth comes back to mine.

He runs his hands down my bare legs and moans, "You're driving me crazy."

I bite his lower lip in response. I want him so badly the rational side of my brain goes on vacation and the hormones take control. Desperate, I unbutton his pants to remove them. He gets up and lets his pants fall to the floor along with his underwear.

Jesus, he's naked and his body is perfect, every muscle, every inch of skin, all of it is perfect. His lips are bright red from all the kissing. He hovers over me, kissing me slowly. He gives me moist kisses full of passion and desire that take me to the edge. His hand travels inside my panties and he moans again in my mouth, "I love how wet you get for me."

I can feel him hard against my thigh and I'm dying to feel him somewhere else.

His fingers touch that place full of nerves between my legs, circling it. I arch my back panting, "Oh God, Ares! Please."

I want him, that's all my mind can process right now. I need more. As if reading my mind, Ares raises my shirt as far as he can, freeing my breasts, and proceeds to attack them with his tongue, massaging them with his free hand.

This is too much. Wanting more, I take him in my hand and for a second, it scares me how big he is but my need for him is stronger.

"Ares, please."

Ares retreats only an inch from me, his eyes on mine, his fingers still moving inside my panties, "You want me to fuck you?" I can only nod, "Say it."

I bite my bottom lip while his fingers lead me to madness, "Ah! Yes, please, fuck me." He leans back and looks for something in his pants. I watch him pull out a condom and put it on.

Oh God, I'm really going to do this.

I'm going to lose my virginity to Ares Hidalgo.

In seconds, he is on top of me. A wave of fear crosses me but he kisses me softly, making me forget everything.