Indulgent (TOBIAS EATON/FOUR X READER)

Chapter 9

It's been a while since I've worked with the initiates.

Mostly since I just want to avoid Four and the awkward moment we had.

Not that it matters anymore.

I haven't seen Theo or my other friends in days.

I want to be alone I suppose.

Since my world came crashing down.

I'm in the training room, standing in front of a table with a box of knives in it.

Carefully I take out a knife, twirling it around in my hand.

So beautiful yet so deadly.

That's what Eric said to me.

He said I was like it, the knife, beautiful to have, but deadly if used.

I want to cry so bad.

I do.

He cheated on me.

With Glades.

My best friend.

Well, used to be best friend.

Why?

I remember when she and I first met.

We were transfers, standing on the rooftop in to jump in the building, listening to Max's instructions.

She wore her green top yellow top, and a smile on her face.

"So, just to be clear, I'll always remember you when I'm at the top." She says.

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me. I'm gonna pass the initation on top."
 
Then our first fight........

We stood on the mat ready to brawl.

"You ready to get beat Y/N?" She strode around the mat, mocking me. "I'll take it easy on you eh? Maybe they'll take you back from where you came, don't worry NO one will remember you here."

She then ran at me quickly,  her fist by her head. 

Poor thing, she tripped over her own foot, then fell on her face.

Everyone laughed at her. Even Max.

I ran over to her and helped her stand. She looked at me with embarrassed eyes and gave me a small smile. 

BUT SHE THREW THAT ALL AWAY.

FOR HIM.

I throw the knife hard, it cutting deep into the board.

I want to hurt them.

I walk out of the room and bump into Zeke, literally.

"Y/N! Sorry, didn't see you there."

Not wanting to have a long conversation I say, "No worries."

"Hey, I heard about what happened, I'm so sorry."

"It's whatever."

He scratches behind his head. "Look, a few of us are going to go jumping, wanna come?"

"Jumping?"

"Yeah, it's uh, well hard to explain really, just come!" He turns on his heels and rushes down the hall.