He Needs Me (Wattys 2020)

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I can't believe he saw me like that, sitting up on the comfy black duvet I dropped my head into my hands angrily. I messed up so bad, I literally handed him my weakness on a golden platter, I thought tiredly.

The one thing I was terrified of happening happened so quickly without me even realising.

He knows exactly how to break me, and he would do it without a second thought.

I needed to find a way out, any way out.

I couldn't help but think the worst, what if it actually was Sargent, what if he came back for revenge after all those years.

I cant lose dad, I thought panicked.

"I see your awake" the calm voice rang through the air, i was so dazed I didn't notice him come in and stand beside the foot of the bed.

"Really, do you really see that." I sussed, my sarcasm getting the best of me. Leaning against the headboard I turned my face towards him, the look on his features portrayed evil. Andrei sat beside my legs slowly.

"After last night you deserve to be locked in a cage, your lucky your not eehira" he said whilst glaring at me, I could literally see the wheels turning behind that cynical skull of his.

"But, I'm going to do worse" he said, a small smirk taking over his lips. He's still attempting to break me not knowing it's possibly already happened.

I dropped my unemotional barrier, my eyes immediately shone with tiredness.

"Please Andrei, I just want to leave" I said slowly, running a hand through my hair.

Andrei seemed to get triggered by my words, his face scrunched in fury.

"What the fuck did I tell you Storm, there's no damn way your leaving me ever again" he stated stepping closer to me.

I'm so confused, I thought tiredly. One day he wants me the next the doesn't, he always says things that never make sense to me.

And AGAIN, what the shell does that mean!

"What do you mean again?" I asked, he was definitely keeping something from me and I had to find out as soon as possible.

"You'll find out soon" his cryptic words just pissed me of even more, I was in no mood to play word games with him.

Throwing the duvet to the ground I stood up furiously, Andrei did the same.

"Andrei" I sighed "My dad's in danger, let me go home please, even a day"  I pleaded whilst staring into his rage filled orbs, he removed his gaze from my window and back down onto to me.

"Storm" he clenched, his voice coming out rough. I took another step closer and placed a hand on his chest, hoping to get a little emotion from him. However, all I received was a seething stare, his eyes locked on my hands angrily as if I'd touched God.

"Please" I begged again, Andrei stepped away from me and rubbed his temple slowly. Either I was starting to piss him of or he was contemplating how to kill me.

"Your failing to understand why I have you here" he spat, of course I fucking know!

"Because I'm fucking yours, yes you won't stop telling me" I seethed angrily, a smirk took over his lips as he heard that.

But it slowly dissappeared.

Taking a threatening step forward he jabbed a finger at me.
"That, and because every other damn mafia in the world wants you. Not your friends, you, you've built a reputation for yourself" he stated with utter annoyance, instantly confusion took over my body, staring at him blankly I tilted my head to the side waiting for a damn explanation. When he saw the look he inhaled a deep breath.

Andrei turned his body so it was facing towards the window, his eyes locked onto the fluffy clouds in the sky.

"They call you bullet, surprised you didn't see the men following you. Me and many others have been following you since you were 16"

"Your lying" I mumbled, his words were bouncing around in my head violently. It couldn't be true, I was in the army, how could they have stalked me and how the hell was I unable to figure it out.

"If the Italian Mafia got a hold of you they would have put you straight up for bidding. If the Serbians caught you, you would have taken turns raping you before selling you too" he said, his tone wrapped in anger and hatred.

"And your better than them?" I mumbled tiredly, all the revelations were starting to take a toll on my brain. I felt mentally drained and useless at that moment.

Looking back into his eyes I couldn't help but quickly look away from the amount of fury radiating from them. His chocolate eyes had turned black and his beard seemed to have grown in anger.

Yes it's a thing.

"Have I raped you?  Have I sold you?
Answer me!!" He yelled whilst grabbing my shoulders, I gasped as he squeezed me tighter than a vice.

"No" i involuntarily squeaked.

A look of satisfaction crossed his features,  Andrei let go of my shoulders pushing me back slightly in the process.

"Without me, you would be dead"  he said, the confident look he held on made me angrier than ever. In my heart I knew he damn well did not protect me all them  years, I protected myself.

"If I've managed to be safe until now what the hell makes you think I can't protect myself!" I yelled pulling on my hair in frustration. He was absolutely driving me to the edge.

"I don't lie Storm, if I didn't take you, the Serbian mafia was right behind me. As soon as you got home from the job they were ready to take you" he growled out, as if the thought of me getting taken would hurt him.

Yeh right he would have probably been happy, I thought furiously.

"Andrei your not my damn bodyguard, I can save myself" I mumbled frustrated.

"Your not as strong as you think you are" he whispered, coming closer with every word.

"Don't you dare say that"

"Why?" A daring look plastered on his face.

"You don't know what happened to me, you never will so don't you fucking dare say that" he didn't, he damn well had no right to say that to me. Andrei tilted his head a little more the the side.

"Watch the way you fucking to me" he breathed, his lips were close to my cheek but I couldn't let myself back away. I had to be strong. Inhaling a deep breath I moved my face to the opposite side.

"No"

Without another word Andrei grabbed my chin and pulled me towards him hastily, I was about to start yelling when his lips crashed into mine.

I could feel the anger coming through the kiss, the way his tongue was battling mine for dominance. At the beginning I tried to pull away but then I realised it was a a battle of control, I didn't want to lose.

Drowning my hands in his hair I moaned into the kiss to catch him off guard, unfortunately it didn't work. Suddenly his hand went down to my ass and squeezed it for dear life, I couldn't help but gasp. He won. As soon as he won the battle he let go of my lips.

Andrei placed his forehead on mine as our breathes met in sync. We stood and stared into each others eyes whilst we calmed down from what just happened, he looked slightly pleased with what he did. I wasn't, I fricken lost.

" I know exactly what I'm going to do to you Ya Hayati " Andrei mumbled, his hand tugging on a loose strand of hair.

A lot has been revealedddddddd.

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