I Wish She Would Have (rant)

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I stared intensely at my shoes. The sound of mom's lecture was the only thing to be heard at the otherwise silent dinner table. I suddenly became anxious and felt compelled to bounce my leg up and down. I hated this. When mom was upset she'd just talk and talk and yell and growl. It never stopped.
As I listened to her, my chest began to feel heavy. I didn't know why I felt so bad until I had the urge to yell. Not just anything, but something that would break her heart and my dad's too.
I wanted to slam my hands on the table and look her straight in the eye. I wanted to scream and yell to send me to a mental hospital like they did with my older brother. If I was such a bad kid, than do it! It'd fix most of their problems anyway.
As I sit in my room, I secretly wish she would. It'd solce problems for both her and me.

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