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9: I don't hate you

I was holding Nara as Jin told me to hold her up as he did his best to stop the bleeding on her back.

We had to take off her shirt but even her half naked body wasn't the first thing on my mind.

Jin just constantly told me, "Ugh, the bullet is so deep I can't get it out, and there's only a certain time frame."

"You can do it Jin, we know you can", Taehyung said reassuringly.

And Jin did and he sighed in relief as he said, "Why did that bullet have to be so close to her spine, good thing it wasn't or, ugh, nevermind, I don't want to think about it."

But then more blood started rushing out of her and Jin said, "Crap! She's bleeding even more, ugh! i messed up!"

I then got really worried all of a sudden and shouted at Namjoon, "NAMJOON DRIVE FASTER GODDAMMIT!"

"I AM!", he shouted back and then I just continued to hold Nara up as Jin did his best to stop the bleeding and thank god it did.

"She lost a lot", Jin said, "We have to get her home as soon as possible so that we can take her to our infirmary."

"Funny how she hasn't found it yet", Jimin pointed out.

"Maybe because the entrance to our real place is hidden through a tile, literally only us  will know which tile it is", Hoseok said and we all nodded in agreement.

"Namjoon are we almost there?", I said as concern grew in me.

Through the front mirror I saw him nod making me less worried.

Then Jimin just looked at me and just started slightly laughing and said, "Now you understand why we actually like her."

"I don't understand Jimin, all I did was hate on her, tell her she was a waste of space, tell her that she was never meant to be here, all I did was hurt her but then she still chose to get hurt for me", I said as I looked at her face which was now pale and her eyes closed almost as if they would never open again.

I sighed as I looked at her, the more I did, the more I grew scared that if she did die. I would never be able to hold the weight of the idea that she died for me when all I did was wrong things to her.

Makes me wonder, how does her best friend and brother feel now that she's no longer around them.

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"Hyunjae, are you sure you checked every places she could've possibly in?", Kyungmi asked me and I nodded vigorously as if I couldn't process the fact that Nara's been missing for two days now.

"I first asked her boss and she said the last time she saw her was mixing drinks for customers, I asked Eunhye and she said the exact same thing then I went to her favorite candy shop and asked the owner but he said he didn't see her that night", I said.

"I stopped by every place she could've gone to, I stopped by the café she always goes to on the weekends and the one she goes to on the weekdays, I even checked where she used to do yoga in, I checked the gym she stopped going to for months just hoping she'd be there but still no sign of her", I said in complete defeat.

"I think it's time we file this case to the police, they can actually help us Hyunjae", she said and I shook my head and said, "But what if she's just pulling some stupid prank on us?"

"I don't think she would go as long as to 2 days, we really have to go and file it now, she could be in great danger", Kyungmi said and I nodded and thought about how it was so different without her.

She was like the bridge for the three of ours friendship so without her around it's awfully awkward but mostly, it was awfully quiet without her around.