Roommates

Chapter 21

Hannah's P.O.V.

So far Amanda had been pretty quiet about Cara. All she mentioned was that Charlie's dads were heading back to L.A. to prepare for their move to New York City and she would be heading back to L.A. a couple of days after them.

"Tell me everything and don't you dare skimp on the details," Amanda stated.

I couldn't help but roll my eyes as I took a sip of my green smoothie. "What do you want to know?"

"When did you and Miss I Don't Like People become an item?"

"We're not official yet," I said. "We just admitted our feelings for each other last night."

"More details," Amanda gestured with her hand for me to continue.

"Cara kissed me," I said, a giant smile on my lips.

"What!" Amanda's eyes widen in shock.

"Shhh," I whispered. Everyone at the restaurant was giving us weird looks.

"The girl that never been kissed before kissed you?" Amanda stared at me with such disbelief that it was like I told her that the sky was orange.

I nodded. I couldn't help but smirk because it felt like a little victory over Amanda.  

"How was it?" Amanda questioned with her own smirk.

"I was too shocked to think at that moment." It was just a peck, but I wasn't going to tell her that.

"Do you know what was unbelievable? She said she wasn't physically attracted to anyone else but you." Amanda shook her head.

"She said that?" This day just gets better and better. I could feel my smile widening.

Amanda nodded while she took a sip of her ice tea. "Unbelievable. She's missing out on a lot of hot people."

"Thanks that makes me feel even better," I said as I glared at her.

"You two can't obviously be a long-lasting thing though," Amanda stated.

"Why not?" She was not going to try to ruin this for me. I will not let her.

"Yeah, she's cute now, but it's going to be frustrating later on," Amanda replied. "She's what, anti-social, a germaphobe and has no experience in love at all."

"Just because she has certain issues, doesn't mean anything," I said defensively.

"Seriously do you really want to be someone's first relationship? She would be so dependent on you," Amanda argued. "I'm just trying to play Devil's advocate here. I'm trying to look out for you."

"Well, it's not like I really have that much experience either," I admitted.

"What? You didn't go gay crazy in college?" Amanda stared at me in confusion.

"Who says that? Gay crazy?" I shook my head.

"I don't know," Amanda said with a shrug. "It's college. There's more freedom to be yourself."

"No, I was only in one relationship before," I explained. "One very messed up one."

"What happened?" Amanda stared at me with worried eyes. For the first time in a long time, she looked like an older sister to me.

"When I was nineteen, I met an older woman when I did one of my first big runway gig in Paris," I said. "I fell for her really hard and then I found out she was in an opened marriage with a man."

"And she didn't tell you any of this while you were together?" Her eyes narrowed, mouth open in shock.

  I shook my head. "I heard rumors from some people about her husband, but I thought she was estranged since she didn't wear a ring. I was too caught up in my feelings for her to care."