P S Y C H O •zuckles•

2.0.1

(a short filler chapter for your sensitive hearts 🙂)

Masons POV
I sat on my bed, my eyes burning from crying as I held the little box. There was a knock on my door, my eyes filled with tears once again and I rubbed them. "Fuck off cunt" I didn't care who it was I just flopped back on my bed hopping they'd go away.

But no. The door opened then closed.

I look and see Eric standing there with a disappointed look. "I said fuck off" i throw the box at him and he sighs "why did you have to do it again?" Eric sits next to me and I see he's holding the box.

"I fucked up I know. I'm a fuck up. But Eric I really do love her. I love the way she chews the corner of her lip when she's thinking, I love the way her cheeks flush a bit everytime she looks at me, I love the way her hands are always cold when she holds mine, I love the way she giggles and how it sounds so cute. I'm in love with her dude and I had to go and fuck that up" I started to cry again.

It has been 4 hours since she stormed off with Cam and I know she's probably asleep by now but I can't. Not like this. The guys have been trying to check on me but never really came in. Eric's the first person that had the balls to come in.

Eric pats my stomach and lays the box on it as well. "Listen... you broke her. There's nothing you can do about that but you can try and make it up to her. Don't lose her dude, I've never seen you this happy since you started talking to her" Eric says and I hold the box up opening it.

I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend before we left IKEA but as I was pulling out the box that's when I seen she was upset.

"I was so close to having her be mine..." I regret everything I did.

I regret getting crossfaded that night.

I regret talking to that whore.

I regret going to her house.

I regret fucking her.

I regretted it afterwards and I regret it more now.

Seeing her hurt and in pain because of me. She was crying because of me.

I want to take her pain away I want to make her laugh, her laughing is the most amazing thing to hear...

Eric smacked me in the face and it caused more pain where Cameron punched me. I didn't even yell at Eric, I deserved it.

"Wake the fuck up and try and fix this." He said and walked out of my room.

I'm gonna fix this...

I hold the necklace in my hands imagining it around her soft skin. I smile while tears run down my cheeks.

I'm going to fix this for us.