My crush on the Cheerleader (gxg)

Chapter Twelve-But he's with Blair

"Yeah I know so what does this have to do with April?" Tess asked.

"Wait what do you mean you know?" I asked now confused.

"Well you kind of made it obvious."

"What do you mean?" I asked wanting to know answers.

"Well do you remember that time you was obsessed with Harry Potter?"

"Yeah, So?" I questioned.

"You used to always say how pretty Emma Watson was but not in the kind of way where you wanted to be her."

"Stupid twelve year old me with my celebrity crushes," I mumble chuckling slightly to myself.

"Anyway back to the subject at hand. What does April have to do with the fact that your gay?"

"Umm... She tried to kiss me," I replied already feeling my stomach twisting from guilt.

"Wait April, who by the way likes Gareth, is gay?" Tess asked.

"I don't know if she's gay, bi-curious maybe?" I replied shrugging slightly.

"You need to talk to her," Tess said grabbing my hands and pulling me up.

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The walk home was relaxing as the clear blue sky started to turn dark and little stars started to appear. I figured I would try and talk to April after school tomorrow by inviting her round my house because even though she tried to kiss me I hope that we can still be friends.

Walking into my house I could tell already that my dad isn't home and that my mum is probably upstairs. As always I can hear music blasting through Marcus's walls as I make the journey to my room. To my surprise my mum is in my room siting on my bed.

"Umm...Hey?" I greeted her in a questioning tone as to why she is sitting on my bed.

"Hi sweetie I've been worried about you recently. Come sit," she said patting the spot on the bed behind us.

"Why?" I asked feeling my heart beat faster and palms start to sweat. I went over to the bed and sat down looking at Mum warily.

"You think I didn't notice when you came home drunk?" she replied in a motherly tone.

"Yeah sorry about that I guess I just didn't realise how much I was drinking until I was drunk then the next day had a hangover," I answered lamely.

"Well if you do it again there will need to be some kind of punishment," Mum said looking at me sternly. Then she got up and left the room, although it's weird that she didn't at least ground me.

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As I'm laying on my bed scrolling through Instagram my brother come rushing into my room.

"I think Kyle likes me!" He whisper-shouted.

I sat up looking at my brother who is nearly jumping up and down.

"But he's with Blair," I stated with a confused expression on my face.

"Yes but he sent me a text asking if we can hang out sometime with a kiss."

"Okay...Show me the text," I replied with my hand out for his phone.

Hey, it's Kyle do you want to hang out sometime x

"So you say yes and find out if he does," I said smiling at him.

"Okay. Okay. I can do this," he said nervously before typing a reply.

"It's sent."

"Good now do something to distract yourself from over thinking it," I said giggling slightly.

He walked out the room whilst scrolling through his phone. I got out my dairy and started to write.

Dear Diary

Today has been kind of weird. I decided to come out to my friend Tess (she said she already knew apparently it was my love for Emma Watson) and I told her about what happened with April and I. Although with telling Tess about the whole April kiss thing I do feel guilty because it wasn't really my place to say about (or guess) her sexuality.

Blair kissed me it was fun and surprising, she said that she is going to tell Kyle when the time is right. Talking (or writing) about Kyle my little brother Marcus (who would hate if I called him 'little brother' to he's face because he's fifteen) got a text from said boyfriend Kyle asking to hang out some time with an kiss at the end of it. I'm worried that he will get his hopes up and it won't work out but I need to be positive. We don't even know if it's a date...

Tess dragged me into a shop to try on prom dresses which I thought was ridiculous considering prom is months away. But as it turns out I found the perfect dress and Tess found a few that she liked the look of but didn't decide on getting one.

My mum found out about me going to the party and I got off lightly only a 'if you do it again you will be grounded' kind of punishment.

Tomorrow I'm going to try to talk to April after school to sort things out between us.

I'm going to try and get some sleep.

Goodnight.

-Addison xx

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So I know this part is a bit different with the diary entry. But thank you if you have read it.

Did you like the diary entry part?

Also do you think Kyle likes Marcus?

Bye,

:)