"Luna! Come here and take a picture before I go!"
"Do you really have to go, Umma?"
"I'm sorry honey, but this is a great opportunity for me! I'll be gone for a little while, but I'm not going to be gone forever. I trust you can take care of yourself."
"Thats not the problem...I don't know anyone here. I'm going to be all alone."
"You're not alone. You have Oppa."
"FLIGHT 677 GATE 23 IS NOW BOARDING."
"Thats me. I'll be back in three months. I love you honey. Take good care of yourself."
"I will. Bye Umma. I love you..."
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And she's gone. My very own Mother would leave me in a foreign country for a business trip...FOR THREE MONTHS. Deep inside I'm panicking like crazy, but I have to keep my composure so people won't judge me. I get home and sat myself on the couch.
"Oppa! C'mere Oppa!"
I have a husky named Oppa. He's been with me for my whole life. And he makes great company...especially when youre all alone.
Usually my mom doesn't go for that long. Sometimes its a week or two, never more that a month. Im not sure how I'll be able to handle living by myself for three months. I hope it'll go by fast...
South Korea is very different from the U.S. I can speak the language let alone be able to read it. Its kind of difficult but hey. I have three months to spare why not study some more? Thats pretty much all I do nowadays. Study. I want to be able to get high grades so my mom can be proud of me.
I start school in a week, but I moved in about a week ago... I dont have any friends here and its actually going to be pretty lonely without mom here.
My dad?
He died when I was six. I remember when we all lived together and we were so happy. I even have his dark blue eyes and black hair. But he got into a car accident and our lives changed forever. I'm also an only child. Mom barely survived having me but I'm glad shes now super strong and healthy. What would I do without her?
So I took out some books about the Korean Language. I want to be able to read it without having any problems. I took out my earphones and put on some music. Im a fan of hip hop, but my mom keeps mentioning something about what was it..kpop?? Ive never heard of it but I'm guessing its similar to hip hop? I dont know...
I studied for about two hours until I found myself face planted on my desk. I looked in the mirror and found a red mark on my forehead. I laughed to myself. At least I had a good nap ^ - ^
It was almost 6:30 p.m and I got up to make dinner. It was really quiet. Its only been four hours since mom left and the loneliness was strong...
I decided to skype my best friend Davina to ease the loneliness.
Davina: "Hey bby girl what's up? ^ - ^ "
Me: "Aiishh I told you not to call me thaaat it makes me nervous cutie!"
Davina: "Haha what's up?"
Me: "I'm lonely... Mom left today..."
Davina: "Aww. Hey dont be so down. At least your BESTIE is coming over in about four weeks to be with you! LOL"
Me: "Four weeks is too looong > ~ < "
Davina: "If I could come earlier I would."
Me: "I start school in a week though. Ugh this system messes me up!"
Davina: "Haha yeah you start school we're on break xD by the way I thought you graduated with us."
Me: "I did. But my mom said that I'm still young and qualified for another year of high school. Plus it would be a good opportunity to make friends? I mean like I guess Mom... -___-"
Davina: "oh poor Luna ^ 3 ^"
Me: " But cmom four weeks? ; - ; "
Davina: "Family wants to go on vacation and whatnot. Dont worry I'll see you soon enough"
Me: "Araso. Well I have to clean up and get ready to sleep im pretty tired =__= "
Davina: "LOL kay boobear ttyl ♥"
Me: "Ugh bye honeyboo"
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UGGGHAGAGDJDKFLSLA.
Everytime Davina calls me cute names like that I go crazy! I dont know it makes me pretty excited and nervous. I dont know why. My ex used to call me those names, and it made me happy. But he broke up with me when I had to move to Korea...
~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Joon: "I dont think we could be together if you're going to be so far away."
Me: "So are you saying we should...break up?"
Joon: "...yeah..."
Me: "What happened to no matter the distance we'll always be together?"
Joon: "This is different. And its not going to work out. Okay?!"
Me: "Yeah...I get it..."
Joon: "Stop making this harder than it is."
Me: "Why are you being so cruel?"
Joon: "Because you're being a drama queen!"
Me: "Is that what I am? Well I SORRY FOR HAVING FEELINGS."
Joon: "C'mon now you're being ridiculous."
Me: "Just get out of here...I'm done with you."
Joon: "Pfft. Whatever."
~~~~~~~~~~End of Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~
And to think I liked someone like him?! What was wrong with me? I hated the way we had to part. He was being so cruel. But thats the side of him I never knew about. Bastard...
9:30 p.m.
I brushed my teeth and washed my face. For the next two days I'll be having orientation. Even though I graduated. Whatever its a good way to kill time while Mom's gone anyway.
10:00 p.m.
Text Message Recieved: (T.M.R)
Bae Davina: Good night Bby ^ - ^
Text Message Sent: (T.M.S)
Me: Night loser.
T.M.R.
Bae Davina: Aww love you too ~ ♥
T.M.S.
Me: bye haha
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