I can't think with all these noises around, they're in my head, in my mind, won't go away, wont leave me alone.
There something I want to disrupt.
My thoughts are a noise, a distraction from the other noises. I don't want to hear neither.
Ringing on the inside.
A thought leads to more thoughts, the change breaks the cycle of recollection.
Why? I don't know?
Its noisy, what for?
These feelings, too deep for me to understand though the vibration of my ear drums, it gets confusing.
Fustrated.
Confusion brings another noise that pains your ears.
It too loud.
Louder now, louder still.
Drowning out the sounds of a matrix's matrix.
Considing in my ears, the noises you can't hear.
The noises I won't let fly out my mouth, like I want.
I had to stop, I'm too noisy.
Even when I shut down, my brain doesn't stop.
I'm too noisy.
When it stops, it comes back clear.
I can hear you, loud and clear.
And I'm left alone to drown in all the noise.
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Behind My Eyes
PoetryA posting of every poem that I've ever written ...in continuation, as I write new things and express myself. Experience everything that lies behind my eyes. I am not very active on this site and only have used it to draw out my talents and express...