Jack's POV
Going back to my old ways isn't something I want to do but I had to get over her somehow. I made the mistake of divorcing her and now we both have to pay, but I don't want her sleeping around. I got so overwhelmed with the pain that night I just lost it but I took it as an opportunity to get rid of my feelings but as if it stopped anything. I still feel the hurt and its like I can feel hers too. To get my mind off things I met up with Johnson and my old manager at the studio to see if I could be resigned.
"Jack you made a hell of a scene on social media" the manager explains
"I I'm sorry but is it possible" I begged
"Jack there's Madison, there's Samantha whom you recently divorced and bragged about on social media. We can't have that energy or face for our label"
"its ok I understand" I sadly say before walking out. I drive back home to my apartment and thought about what I could do. I couldn't think about anything other than her, us, what we used to be. I played a few games on my phone and I see her post notification pop up. I still did keep it on I never deleted anything.
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@SamWilk- We all know this person. Hey's the best person to have in your life. In the past few days I don't know if Jack told anyone but we got a divorce. I had a choice to talk to him but I let my emotions get the best of me so I went along with it. I regret it, yes and I admit I did something stupid after the divorce but I realized that I can't be without him. The guy in that video is who I know and love. He did some shit in the past with Madison but so did she and I believed that he'd change and he did. I can't stop crying because not just losing a kid is hard, losing the ones you love is harder. I'm being honest here, Jack and I recently found out that I can't have anymore kids and it hurt. Maybe it was meant to be because I can't give him what he wants. Jack I hope you see this, I love you
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after all that she still loves me but I can't do this. Even if she can't...If she can't...I can't....
Samantha's POV
"you think he'll see it?" I asked Madison
"knowing him yes"
"what'd you mean?"
"With you I've never seen Jack look at anyone like that not even me","he goes out of his way for you...to be honest I think something's wrong" she explains as she takes skylar for her nap
"Mads one more question" I say
"sup?"
"why'd you name her Skylar"
"I name her after the girl who was lost at a point in time but she was found. Her name may be different but her hearts not...I named her after you. Skylar Marie Dallas"
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Strip my soul (Jack Gilinsky)
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