That girl you have on your mind
Isn't me at all never has been either
All I asked is mutual love
But I guess that's too much to ask
I wish I was dead
I want to give up
I'm tired of fighting for this
You can have what you want
And I know it's not me
It breaks my heart but
I can fight no longer
Let her know she won
Let her know she has you now
I wish I could show you
I truly love you
I just want to cry
I just want to die
I just want the pain to go away
I'm tired of hurting
I'm tired of running
It's time to stand and let it hit me
Let me die my death that's finally due