I eventually told Nikki about the situation with my band. He was surprisingly a good listener. He suggested that for the night I should stay on the Mötley bus, I definitely didn't want to stay with my band after what they did to me.
I quickly grabbed my stuff from my bus when nobody was there and headed for Mötley's bus.
I was greeted by a drunk Vince "Hey baby, why'd you never go for me?"
He was trying to hug me or whatever it was, I just shrugged him off and went to find Nikki.
"He's not here, your loverboy is still with Tom" Vince slurred from outside
"Loverboy?" I scoffed incredulously.
"Isn't it fucking obvious?" he retorted as if I was dumb, which angered me further.
"What do you mean?" I was completely oblivious as to what he was implying.
"Never mind" he sighed, "here he comes" he pointed to Nikki and Tommy who were stumbling over to us, clearly drunk or high. Or both.
"Lynn's staying with us for tonight, she fell out with her guys" Nikki tried to explain but he was just rambling, he walked over to me and threw his arms around my shoulders.
"Your so pretty, but so difficult" he booped the tip of my nose causing me to chuckle.
"C'mon Mr Sixx let's go to bed" I tried to pull him into the bus but he refused like a toddler. By this point the rest of the guys had managed to get onto the bus in one piece, of course Nikki had to be difficult.
"Nikki seriously come on" I tried to pull his arm but boy was he stubborn.
"No, you have to kiss me" he smirked, pleased with his ultimatum.
I rolled my eyes, "Nikki you're drunk"
"And you're beautiful" he sounded pretty sober when he said that, so much so I couldn't help but blush.
"And you're a liar now come the fuck on!" I pulled at his arm again, he grabbed it and pulled me so we were mere inches apart from each other.
"Kiss me"
I happily obliged and we shared a soft kiss. Reluctantly, I pulled away first.
"Happy now?" I giggled.
"No, i'm not" he smirked.
"What do you want now Nikki?" I rolled my eyes but smiled.
"Go on a date with me" he looked serious.
Fuck.
Why did he want to go on a date with me? I can't do this, it could put the bands at risk on tour.
"Nikki, you know the contract, no relations between bands" I sighed, he had a frustrated look on his face
"Lynn, we've already broken that we've fucked? you know it's meaningless just say yes!"
"No Nikki, it could jeopardise the bands careers, us getting involved"
"That's such bullshit, you know there's something between us" he held my hands, I knew he was right deep down there was something. But I just couldn't admit my feelings.
lNikki, we fucked a few times but we're nothing special you know that" it came out way harsher than anticipated and he looked really hurt.
"You're a real bitch sometimes you know that?" he scoffed and headed for the bus.
"Nikki wait"
"No, sort your shit out with your band, you're not staying here tonight" and with that he slammed the bus door.
Great now I had got in a fight with my whole band, Doc, Nikki and now I had nowhere to stay. Awesome.
This is a mess.
