Who are YOU_JJK || Completed

Chapter 14

'What's with Mr.Han...why is he always act cold in front of me...is there any problem in my faceu...huh...'

I just rolled my eyes at the closed door and fixed my smile while I was facing Jungkook. Still he was looking down which made me to bring my forefinger to lift up his chin to face me.

Jungkook.....

His eyes made their way to mine making my heart stopped. They were filled with scary. Automatically my arms wrapped around his trembling body and pressed my head against his chest. After a few second I felt his hads were making their way around me. I tightened the hug feeling his cold cheeks on my crook.

Y/N...

His cracked voice half whispered into my ears.

Hmm...

Can I ask from you something...

Yeah....

I nodded against him.

Who am I to you.....

My breath hitched. I loosened the hug and pushed myself a bit from him just to face him so did he. I cupped his cold cheeks with my both palms and looked into his dark brown eyes. My thumb were caressing his cheeks.

Should I answer to you....

He nodded.

Okay...but you have to agree with my conditions....is that okay...

I will do anything...

Then let me dry your hair before have lunch together...

I smiled and dragged him with me to the table. He seated and I dried his hair.

Good boy...let's have lunch hmm..

My heart filled with happiness seeing him calmly having his meal sitting with me. But his question hit me.

'Why...suddenly...'

....I seated on the sofa and tapped beside me while signing Jungkook to sit with me.

So...I'm going to answer your questions...

Yeah please...

If I ask myself that who is Jungkook to me...

I looked into his eyes and they were  shining. Yawning for something.

Everything...you're everything to me....since I saw you... you became my everything...

I smiled and felt a squeeze on my hand which was resting on the sofa.

Jungkook...can I also ask you something...

Yeah...

He nodded.

Why did you hurt yourself...

Huh...

I felt a loose on the grip.

I mean about those cuts...

Jungkook's eyes were looked away.

It-it makes me feel good...

Good..how...how can it be...hurting yourself makes you feel good..

I frowned. I turned his face to me.

Tell me...how...

Jungkook's eyes were looking into mine.

The pain...

His voice was cracked.

It makes me forget those things...

Again his gaze turned aside avoiding any eye contact with me and
I just let him to continue as I felt that he was going to open up for me.

It-it h-helps me to forget the pain... when my d-dad...ah...dad...he...h-he
a-assault... me...

'Mr.Jeon..'

My eyes widened hearing his words.

And-and....

I saw Jungkook was struggling on something. He was gulping down nervously.

Yeah Jungkook...tell me...

And...th-the pain of being loved by Mr.Han...

Huh...Mr.Han..

I jolted by hearing Mr.Han's name and about that being loved thing.

What about that...

I frowned.