Entity

Sentiment

I have met many people in the span of the 21 years I have so far lived.

I've fallen into love,
I've fallen out of love.

Though at times I wonder if I truly did love some of those people I gave myself too.

Silly to question my own past involvement,
But I know very well a lot of it was infatuation.

Devoting my own fondness to those who simply did not deserve it.

Not even a quarter of it.

My amity was, has and will always be strong for those in my lane.

I have found someone truly amazing and worthy of my true self.

As I hope I am worthy of his true self.

I adore him so much my chest almost feels heavy.

It makes my hands ache at the thought of ever losing him.

He is so keen, at times I feel maybe I'm not ingenious enough.

Overall he is so marvelous,
He is so good to me,
Too good to me.

Breaking down each and every wall I ever put up.

Watering me, as I am watering him.

There isn't a day that passes where I do not learn something from him.

Whether it's in regards to myself,
Himself, Or this world we live in.

Him, as a person; his entirety is so precious to me.

Just his existence alone makes me feel that I have a place I can call home.

I've written many poems that have spoken words of passion and affection.

But since our meeting,
Which I feel is entirely virtuous.

I know the respect and tenderness I feel towards him is natural.

I do not think I have ever loved someone as much as I love him.

Someone who genuinely understands me,
Sees nothing but potential and my value.

He has taught me to value myself more,
To actually access my own self worth.

I have weeped many watermelon tears to this man.

As he holds me tight every single time,
I have never felt more loved by a significant other.

I am devoting myself to him.
Growing and healing day by day with him.

I have never had a true father figure in my life, so things like real love have always been clouded for me.

I've let men with ill intentions break my heart into shambles.

With no one but myself to piece them back together.

It honestly overwhelms me how much love I have for him.

It terrifies me that he does want this, wants me for the long run.

I refuse to let any type of foolish stand in the way of any type of growth towards our relationship and our future.

I want to love him in this lifetime and any lifetime after.

This sentiment I feel is for him,
And him only.

I truly believe he is the love of my life.
Em.