The exchange (camren) English Version

Chapter 126

Camila's POV

Lauren wanted a reason to fight, I have no idea why, but whatever I talked about she would use to get that. I tried to keep a calm expression, but it was killing me on the inside to have to be so insensitive.

Having to carry that with everything.
I didn't use masks anymore, I have to get out of here, at least with the certainty that she knows what she is doing. Because I honestly don't know.

“I'm sorry, I just wanted to run away from that” she said and sighed heavily.
“I don't like not having control of the situation. With all this, what do you want to tell me exactly?”

“I told you what I wanted..” I said and let the tears take over my face “I'm afraid. Fear of never seeing you again” my soul practically screamed. 

“Fear that when I leave you realize that you don't love me as much as you say.” I let the tears continue to fall “afraid that years will pass to see you again, afraid that I will spend my life sitting waiting for you” my whole body trembled.

She took me in her arms, holding me and letting her cry hidden in her neck.

She hugged me tightly, trying to show me that she will always be there. I cried for almost twenty minutes without stopping, when it was worn, I moved delicately away from her.

“You know, when I let the barrier that I put in my heart fall and accept falling in love, I was sure that you are the woman of my life...” she saw me tenderly.

“I saw you and something inside me warned me that you would be the mother of my children” I made a smile, that seemed to please Lauren “and if destiny made you come from Mexico to save me, it isn't going to be it that moves you away from me” she held my hand.

“Let's let it take care of us two, things will fit, although now it seems that we are in a tunnel with no way out” she took my face, wiping tears “when we are away promise me that whenever you have doubts about my feelings for you ask your heart...” she said seriouslt “it will give you the answer... or better I take the phone” I smiled, she did the same.

“Send up smoke signals, but never think that I don't love you” she touched my face “You are my mistress Camila Cabello, and it doesn't help to fight against..”

“I will accept that punishment” I said and played with her, laughing.

“That, smile...” she touched my lips, marking their outline.

“And you have to go to the party, I don't want to feel guilty” I said and dried my tears, smiling “Lauren go, your friends are waiting for you...”

“I don't want to go” she pouted, laughing, I kissed her lips.

“Of course you will go, the earlier you go, the sooner you return.” I winked

She nodded and got up, ready to open the closet and change clothes, in that moment I cleaned my throat, getting her attention. She saw me again confused, until she understood.

“Oh...” she smiled on her side “do you want me to change somewhere elsewhere?”

“I don't...” I started saying and bit my lip “I go out”

“Are you ashamed to see me?” she asked, kneeling in front of me.

“Alittle..” I looked away from her “and I also feel strange things when I see you without, hm... nothing.”

“What kind of strange things?” she smiled, touching my face making me see her.

“I don't know how to explain to you because I don't know exactly that kind of feelings. but if you want to go to that party soon it is better that you aren't in front of me..”  she began to laugh.