The exchange (camren) English Version

Chapter 133

Camila's POV

I froze, my heart began to beat without any rhythm, I don't know how I could go to my room and lock myself in there.
I sat down, my legs trembling before answering, in English.

"Hello" shit, my voice came out completely shaking.

"Merry Christmas" her hoarse voice made the tears flood my eyes.

"Merry Christmas.." I replied, forcing myself to stop stuttering.

"Hm, you don't want to talk to me, do you?" she asked

The way she spoke, the intonation she used and the clear voice of whoever was falling in tears in a short time made my heart cringe.

"I miss you" I whispered, unable to contain myself

She was silent for a few seconds.

"Everyone here misses you" she answered "this house isn't the same without you."

Again we were left without saying anything, when Lauren spoke again,
it was obvious that she was crying.

"I'm so sorry..." she began to say
"I was a complete idiot, a weak one..." I bit my lip "there is not a day when I don't hate me for that"

"Did you return to treatment?" I asked, only to confirm.

"Yes, almost a month ago" she answered, sobbing.

"And now are you going to try to be stronger?" I asked

"I'm not going to try, I'm going to make it" she answered, convinced.

"Then I can pretend that nothing bad happened before I came..." I answered, since a few days ago I researched about the treatments against drugs and I realized that I was hard on Lauren.

Getting rid of a flaw like that isn't so easy. And I can't just ask her to do it in a short time. I was just being proud.

"Do you forgive me?" she asked

"I forgive, but I make it clear that this is the last time. I think you were lucky to call me when the spirit of Christmas lives here." I laughed.

"I love you..." she murmured.

"I love you too..." I answered,
feeling the tears wet my face.

And she had to end it, cause after all the call came out expensive. I wiped my face and returned to the living room, with the feeling that I took a weight off.

Lauren's POV

I returned to treatment after Christmas,
I spent five months in the clinic, luckily I could go out on weekends, being able to write to Camila giving her news and knowing how she was. I was going crazy because I didn't have her here.

"I'm alone today" she complained, via Skype "that only means by which I can hear your voice without having to pay"

"But, your parents princess?" I asked for.

"They went to a party" she sighed
"It's getting cold here" she commented
"I'm with the notebook, in bed, very covered" she told me "just with a big shirt that I stole from my dad"

"And you're telling me all that just to provoke me?" I asked and she laughed.
"Camila, now I am imagining you..."

"Well, I didn't send you to live far away" she implied.

"You have no idea how I want to be with you now kiss you, touch you, bite your lips... "

"Enough, enough, you're making me tremble..."

"It's fine, but I'm already unemployed."

"Come soon, Lauren, please" her sad voice ripped my heart.

"I'll get the form my love, everything seems to be discharged soon so I will start working, to be able to pay the ticket.."

"You just have to get your ticket, because I will never let you stay in a hotel, you come straight to my house" I smiled

"I'm going to get it my angel, you can be sure..."

We stayed talking for a while longer until I noticed that Camila had been speaking less.

"My love, are you sleepy?" I asked

"A little bit" she admitted.

"Go to sleep princess.." I said

"No, I want to stay here talking to you.." she said it like a girl throwing a tantrum.

"None of that will happen, you need to rest.." I answered "I really wanted to be there to lay with you in bed, but anyway, good night my angel..."

"Boring" she murmured, making me laugh. "Good night pleasure ruinner. I love you."

"I love you more.."

I turned off the computer and went to bed, with Camila's voice in my ears and with the hope of having her back in my arms.

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Next chapter is the epilogue:)