I have a math exam tomorrow
-Midoriyas POV-
My past huh. Well, like I said, it isn't tragic or something like this, I just got heartbroken. Dumb I know, but I need to say I really trusted him and he just..broke me?
The one I'm talking about is Tomura, Tomura Shigaraki. I often just called him Tom or Shiggy.
We were just a normal couple, well not too normal, he worked for some mafia or gang, either way some dark business. He often was in danger and was way to long out, he sometimes would come home at 3 am.
At some point I just didn't trust him and thought he cheats. As violent as he was he, of course, was really mad and said stuff like "you don't love me" or "maybe you're the one who cheats" and after a while he even began to beat me. So yeah, I had an abusive boyfriend.
I let it all happen, because I loved him, or so I thought. When he came home late, he just woke me up and started to kick me and such, forced me to have sex with him, I even got in the hospital once, if not Uraraka that day I don't know if I would be even alive.
That day he came home early, somewhere round 1 am. I was awake at that time, because I needed to finish an essay, you know the struggle.
He came in the room and first he acted all lovely and caring, kissed me as if he really loved me and as pathetic as I am, I thought everything was alright between us.
After a make out session he pushed me on the floor and started to kick me in my chest and near my throat. I need to say it hurt like hell. I barely couldn't breathe and started to cough up blood. It didn't end at that point. After all that kicking he grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and picked me up, he threw me across the room and started to kick me again in my throat, he said I was right, he cheated the whole time, but it was my fault, because I am so useless and good for nothing.
After that I passed out and woke up in the hospital, Uraraka was by my side and told me how our neighbors called her, they were good friends with me and Uraraka, she came as fast as she could and when she arrived, the door was open and found me on the floor. She called an ambulance and that's how I end up in the hospital.
I blamed myself for all this. I really thought it was all my fault, because like he said I'm good for nothing and useless.
Another problem was that I still loved him. I just moved out of our apartment but didn't move on form him. I kept loving him for a long time. I guess that's why I didn't trust anyone with love and such, this is why I didn't let anyone near me. I still think it's my fault.
"Midoriya wake up, you need to go to class" I open my eyes and see Iida above me. I groan and stand up, yeah I have the power to do that.
I brush my teeth and change in other clothes. I take my bag and walk in my class, unfortunately the 7am class.
I arrive at class and go sit on my normal seat where I normally sit with Todoroki. He still isn't here, okay he normally comes a little later, right before the teacher comes in. I hope it just won't be too awkward.
"7 AM I HAVE POWER, I AM READY FOR MATH" speaking of the devil. He walks up to me and sits down next to me, like always.
"So 7 am, I studied the whole night and I think I got it" he sure is proud of himself
"That's great, but you still need sleep. I don't want you to walk in here with a coffee and an energy drink again" I look concerned at him
"Aww is 7am worried" he laughs
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I'm going to die in College [TodoDeku]
Fanfiction(COMPLETED) (Edited) In an early 7 am class a certain half and half boy sits down next to Midoriya. Turns out that the half and half boy, whose name is Todoroki, knows nothing about math. He tries to convince Midoriya to tutor him, and so they end u...